Three

For the first time in so long we're back in the office, Jungkook and Yoongi haven't been coming in which I know has been hard on them doing everything remote but the rest of the boys have been keeping everything going to stop them worrying about anything too. I guess that's what great about have 7 of you running a company

We're sat in Jungkooks suite and I can see him in deep thought 

You: Is everything okay?

Jungkook: Hm?

You: You look like you're thinking hard about something

Jungkook: I was just thinking, you had to give up that internship and it's something you really wanted to do. I don't like the idea you work here but don't enjoy it or feel fulfilled...

You: Oh, that's very random...

Jungkook: I think because it's just being back here, I see how good you are with people and you thrive but I hate that you're doing something you don't want to as well

You: Can you think of something here that I could do that I might enjoy more?

Jungkook: I'm not sure... let me think and ask the boys too, they might think of something I'm overlooking. By the way, your university degree, do you ever think about continuing it?

You: I sometimes wish I could, I loved learning, even if it led nothing, the experience and saying I did it 

Jungkook: What's stopping you?

You: If it wasn't for you, I couldn't have even paid off that first year of debt I had, there is no way I can afford to do it over again, my parents agreed to pay it but I honestly don't even know how they were doing it to start with. I imagine it was a loan of some sort

Jungkook: Jagiya, don't you know better than to let money stop you doing something...

You: You see your theory isn't very full proof though is it... one of us a multi-millionaire, and one of us is fucking that person, they're very different

Jungkook: But you know I'd pay your tuition in a heartbeat...

You: I know you would, which is why I've never asked. It's not fair

Jungkook: What's not fair? Take advantage of me! What's the point in being with me if you can't exploit my bank account?

He laughs at himself but he doesn't understand I'm not with him for his money and I feel awful when he pays for literally everything

He see's it the opposite way though, he see's it as taking care of me which makes him happy

You: It feels so unfair though Kook... I'm just not used to that still. Plus, I actually think I'm too scared to attend a university now

Jungkook: If you had a way to study again, would you want to? Theoretically 

I squint my eyes and look at him wondering what he means

You: Theoretically, I'd love to... you have a lot of questions today

Jungkook: I guess I've been thinking deeply about a lot lately. When you called me screaming and after what came next, I thought I'd lost you and in that moment all I could think was, I can't go on without her... nothing in the world was worth me taking a second thought about. If Yoongi didn't keep me sane until I heard the doctor say you were out of surgery and they think you'll recover then I don't know what would have happened