R E A L

Keeping things a secret came to an end across the board. Aubrey telling me it was over was just the first in a series of events that let me know, you should always to tell the truth before it's demanded. Chanel tried to stick to her plan, to not say anything about the pregnancy, have a termination and continue to be forever in love and lust without him ever suspecting a thing, but, he knew her more than she realised. Asked her if she was pregnant and broke down in tears, telling him she was but not about the fact it may not be his.

" why you ain't tell me!?"
" because we just got this house together... you're still back and fourth from LA" her heart racing as we're his questions.
" so... we in this shit for real!? Okay... I told you that from day one"
" I know... I'm just shocked... I wasn't planning on having kids and you already have 3"
" you don't wanna have my baby? That's how you feel Chanel? Thought you was locked in"
" I just wanna be sure you want this too"
" I do, and I got you... no matter what,... I take care of my kids" He was excited about sharing a life with her, posting her on his Instagram with a beautifully raw yet loving caption, confessing his love for her and their future offspring,

I just happened to reactivate and saw the post as she called me to tell all, still confused but happy about starting a family with him.
" you talk about..."
" nah... he's excited, I don't know how I can now"
" so, if he's not"
" he'll be done with me" Before I could say anything she switched topics quick, wanted to know why it had been a whole week, and I hadn't replied to anyone's messages or calls, said anything about Games post sending direct shots, or spoke on Aubrey and I ending things. I was silent, not even watching stories to clicking on IG which I deleted from my phone. Spent my days at the gym, but left half way through the session. Going back to my loveless home, empty bed, feeling empty handed and forever broken hearted.