Untouched Draco x reader

I turn to look at him," If it's so stupid then why in the hell are you doing it?", I snap.

That was a grave mistake. Every beautiful, rare part of him is illuminated by the dim fire light. Sincerety is locked away in his eyes that reflects the fire light almost perfectly. His white silver hair glows gold and shines almost like silver. His ckeeckbone overshadowing his neck. The shirt he's wearing is just a normal t-shirt, green of course with a Slytherin symbol in the middle but it reveals his collar bone. The light plays perfectly over the revealed flesh, lighting up the bone and throwing a perfect shadow over the in sunken flesh.

It's so hard to stay angry at this man when it feels asif I don't deserve to see such a vulnerable piece of him. I want to, but why does this feel undeserved?

"I don't know", Draco sighs defeated ," Because you make me want to wash away that spit fire of hate you have when you look at me. Ever since...", He trails off. "Y/n I don't know why - I just ", He breathes, breathless of the stream of words that just fell out of his mouth without precaution," I just do" He confesses.

Draco brings his eyes down to mine, I look sideways, away from him. Parchly because I don't want him to read me like he just so clearly did, and also because I don't want to know what's swirling around in his head. That will make my thoughts go wild and my stable wall of anger will just crumble. A defeated sigh falls out of his mouth.

"Fine", He says frustrated," I'm sorry" He says and storms off without even waiting for my reply. And he's gone. Draco went away just like that.

A part of me can't help but feel guilty. I caused this outburst, atleast it wasn't an out lash of pure anger. I don't know what to make of what just happened, so I write, underneath the light of the fire,  and I write. I dont stop until the school awakes.

Note: I'm sorry this page was so short but the next one will be longer. I'm already working on a new chapter.
Thanks for all the reads!