A trip to hell and back (Nick and charlie)

*Nick's pov*
It's now the beginning of june i'm so excited for the New York trip i can hardly breathe. Today me and Charlie are going to the beach with the group. I'm realising more and more every day that i have a fat crush on him. I can't go there though firstly i don't wanna loose him i don't think he likes me back and secondly being gay is too hard and it'll change my life if i come out as bisexual and i don't want that. I don't know how my mum will react i know all my friends now will be happy for me because nearly all of them are part of the lgbtq+ themselves but i'm just scared.

I meet Charlie and we make our way to the beach the one we usually go to together. We meet up with Elle, Tao, Tara, Darcy, Sahar, Issac and Imogen. Charlie doesn't go into the water and keeps a thin jumper on i'm not too sure why but when i ask him about it he just changes the subject. We all have so much fun swimming, sunbathing, going to the arcade, eating a shit ton of food well except Charlie and go for a walk.

We all make our way home together and everyone comes with me to walk Nellie. The only person that has met her before today is Charlie and she mostly just follows him around, i swear she loves him more than me. Charlie looks so good and him looking after Nellie makes me so happy he'd be such a good dad.

It's a week before we go to New York now and we all decide to go shopping!!!! I'm so fucking excited New York is amazing. Me and Charlie split off from the group to go look at shoes when my dad phones me. "One sec it's my dad"

(Authors note: Sorry if some of this is wrong i'm still learning french)

I answer.
"Salut, papa"
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"Oh c'est génial"
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"Quand venez-vous nous rendre visite?"
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"D'accord, le dîner a l'air bien, je te verrai quand je serai de retour de New York"
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"Oui, d'accord, au revoir"

"Sorry Charlie that was my dad he was- what?" Charlie looks like he's having a stroke. "YOU SPEAK FRENCH?!" "yeah did i not tell you that? My dad's french and he lives in Paris." "That's so cool holy shit that's so ho-" he stops and coughs. Was he gonna say that's so hot? "Anyway he's gonna come visit when we're back from New York and have dinner." "You never talk about him" "Well he's not really part of my life anymore i only see him like two times a year. He doesn't really know me to be honest." Charlie frowns and we keep walking in silence.