do you know what's stupid, how even after being rejected, even after they've decided to move, that i still somehow see it logical to pursue her. i don't know why i latch on to someone and never let go, i suppose it's regular old attachment issues.
sometimes i feel like it's best to let my feelings just slowly bleed out, never really removing the problem. on the other hand i feel like carving out the festering feelings and completely remove the problem, but the problem is there's no putting it back in so i've never mustered the nerve. is there a cure to the problem? probably not, my emotions are already necrotic.
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The Diary of an obsessive idiot(diary 4)
Non-Fictionmy diary, read it or don't i really don't care
