Scribbled

I can't even remember when was the last time I'm happy
or when I feel comfortable
I am so lost in this world
I don't belong anywhere
the excruciating pain I'm feeling
the waterfalls in my eyes keep flowing everyday
the cuts in my heart that keeps bleeding oceans of suffering
the storms in my mind that I can't seem to calm down
I'm a mess
can someone please save me
save me from this hell I continue living
save me, please