Scribbled

woke up one morning, crying again
when will this end? I don't know
always in vain
always wanted to run and go

slept with a heavy heart for the nth time
when will I ever learn? I don't know
always playing mime
always talking to my pillow

when will all of this end?
when will I ever learn?
when will I ever get the courage?
and put myself to rest and never wake up