Accidentally (Revised)

✨ Liliana ✨

It has been officially a month since Luciano has proposed to me, and since then Camille and I have been planning everything for this wedding. We already picked a date which is in our weeks, the colors were picked, invitations were sent out, tuxes and dresses made and ready, flowers picked out, and decorations were shipped out to the house. I have never been so excited to plan anything in my life but this is so exciting that I can barely contain myself.

Camille bought that the sooner that we got everything picked out, the sooner that we can relax and not worry too much. Plus she did hire a wedding planner that has done at least more than a quarter of the work, while we did the rest. I had the venue picked out, which was this beautiful open field that has different types of flowers planted. It also has the perfect gazebo for the ceremony to be held at with plenty of space for guests to be sat in front of us. Then the reception will be held at one of Luciano's hotels that has a huge ballroom. Four days before the wedding, we are going to have a team of decorators come and put my vision to life in the ballroom for me.

"Lili, baby, why don't you go and take a nap or at least go lay down for a while," I heard coming from behind me. I looked over my shoulder and saw Cami standing there with a cup of coffee. The last few days I have not had the best of luck when it came to getting any sleep. I stay feeling sick and nothing I take makes me feel any better.

"I will once I finish his..." I started to say but I stopped as I felt bile rising in the back of my throat. I got up as quickly as I could to make it to the bathroom. I held my hair back as I let my lunch come back up. I should have known that the pasta was going to be a bad choice, it has been one of the few foods that haven't agreed with me in the past few weeks. Once I was finished, I wiped my mouth with a tissue and rinsed my mouth out before walking back out.

I went back to the library to Camille, who was pointing at the stairs, mentally telling me that I need to go lay down. I sighed and hugged her goodnight before walking up the stairs to Luca and I's room. I could hear him in the shower. He must have finally finished with that meeting that he had this morning. I walked into our closet, grabbing comfortable clothes before walking closer to the laundry basket to change. Once in my different clothes, I made my way over to the bed. I wasted no time in crawling in and covering myself with the blankets. As soon as my head hit the pillow, I was out like a light.

✨ Luciano ✨

I walked out of the shower and was nearly scared when I noticed Liliana laying in our bed. I walked closer and heard her light snores, meaning she was already out like a light. Noticing that she looks a little paler than normal, I placed my wrist on her forehead, checking her temperature. A little warm but not much to where I need to be worried about it. I know she hasn't felt the greatest the past week or two.

I walked to our closet, putting on a clean suit before walking out of the room, shutting the door behind me so Lili could get her sleep. I made my way down the kitchen where Momma was sitting at the island eating a snack.

"Ciao darling," she said as she noticed me walking in, "did Liliana go to bed or do I need to go up there and make her go to bed?"

"No, she is out like a light," I said, reaching into the fridge, "she must really not feel good,"

"Well she is either really sick or she is pregnant," momma said, "and I'm hoping it is the latter,"

"Of course you are mother," I said, shaking my head

✨ Liliana ✨

When I woke up from my nap, it was night time. I sighed as I got up, stretching my bones before walking into the bathroom to do my business. I washed my hands and dried them off, shutting off the light and walked out of the room. I held onto the rail as I walked down the stairs. I made my way into the kitchen feeling a little hungry. I just hope I can keep it down, I really don't feel like getting sick anymore today. I made my way into the kitchen, grabbing the ingredients that I would need to make chicken noodle soup. As I was in the process of putting water in the pot, I was pulled away from the stove. I turned my head to see Luciano and Enzo. Luciano sat me down at one of the chairs as he and Enzo started making my soup.

"You do know that I can make that myself right?" I asked looking over at them.

"Not while you are not feeling good," Enzo said, looking over at me, "this is why you have Luciano and I, we can make you food and care for you,"

"Don't you both have jobs?" I asked, teasing them.

"Work can wait, darling, you can not," Luciano said, turning to face me for a second before turning back to the pot that held my almost ready soup. I rolled my eyes and laid my head on my arms as I watched both men make my soup that would have been done by now if I made it myself.

"So do you know what kind of fungus you have?" Enzo asked, sipping on his own bowl of soup. I thanked them as Luciano placed my bowl in front of me.

"No but I have been throwing up for the past two weeks," I said, "so it's got to be a stomach bug or the flu at this point. I might go to the doctors tomorrow and see what they say,"

"Do you want me to go with you?" Luca asked but I shook my head.

"No besides, you have work tomorrow and you told me that you have a few meetings," I said, looking over at him.

"Shit, I forgot about those meetings," he said, nodding as he remembered telling me about them, "well will you at least take someone with you?"

"I will probably just ask if he would be willing to come to the house and just meet up in the medical wing of the house, depending on how I feel in the morning," I said, eating another spoonful. He sighed but nodded knowing that I was going to get my way one way or another. He took my bowl as I finished and washed it before we told Enzo goodnight. I walked into the bathroom and started to brush my teeth. Once done, I walked into our closet, I grabbed one of my t-shirts and shorts. As I was changing, I looked into the mirror and noticed that I kind of look bloated.

I shrugged it off knowing that I am supposed to be starting my period within the week anyways. I made my way to our bed and slid into my spot beside him. I fluffed up my pillow some before turning to face Luciano who sitting on the edge of the bed with his head own. I didn't bother him, knowing he was saying his prayer for the night. He does this every night before bed, he says he sleeps better when he does verses when he doesn't. I get it, especially if you were him and had all the enemies that he does. Once he was done, he laid down and turned towards me.

"Good night, Lili," he mumbled as he pulled me into his chest. I mumbled him a small good night as well before closing my eyes.

That night I had a very vivid nightmare. It was our wedding, but everyone was dead besides me. I had to watch all of them one by one and couldn't do anything about it. And when it got to Luciano, I could feel like my heart was going to shatter into millions of pieces. I shot up from my spot on the bed, screaming and crying like no tomorrow. Luciano woke up instantly and tried to get me to talk about it so he could figure out how to soothe me but I refused to repeat what I had dreamed about. I just buried myself into his chest and held onto him as if I would lose him like I did in the dream. It felt so real and the scary thing is that, that could actually happen in our lifestyle.