You Can't Let Fear Control You!! - A Union J Fan Fiction (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 4:

JJ P.O.V

Josh looked really hot today at the photoshoot, especially when his shirt hit the floor. After we all finished shooting, Jaymi and George looked amazing as well, we all got in the car and drove home.

When we got there, Josh said that he needed to talk to us, so we all went into the small living room of the huge flat we share. Our flat has 5 rooms and 3 bathrooms so we each have a room and a shared bathroom then a guest bedroom and a guest bathroom. We sat down at the table and looked at Josh, waiting for him to start speaking. He looked really nervous.

Josh P.O.V

Oh God, what if I was wrong? What if they don’t like me? I was letting the nerves get the better of me, so I decided to just get it over with and maybe start with the “I’m Gay” part. I cleared my throat and starred intensely at the floor.

“Uhm… I… Just… I…” I didn’t get to say more before I broke down crying. This was a really bad idea. If I can’t even tell them that I’m gay how on earth could I tell them that I love them, then?

“What’s wrong, Joshy?” George looked at me with sadness clear in his gorgeous brown eyes. “I’m gay and now everyone is gonna hate me…” I whispered… His eyes widen and he pulled me into a hug. “I won’t hate you, I could never hate you. I love you, Joshy!” Jaymi said with tears streaming down his cheeks. I looked up at them, just to see that they were all crying.

“Why are you crying, Joshy?” JJ asked, looking very concerned.

“Because that’s not the only thing I had to tell you…” “What is it then?” George looked on the verge of crying again.

“I…I…I…” “Oh for heaven’s sake just tell us!!” Jaymi exclaimed.

“I love you…” It came out as barely a whisper but I knew they heard it based on the shocked looks on their faces.

“Which one?” George said slowly with a frown on his face. I looked him in the eyes and said: “All of you!” The frown on his face got replaced by a genuine smile. “I love you all too…” He smiled at the floor. “So do I!” Jay and JJ yelled loudly before turning to each other and yelling “JINX!!”. They are so childish sometimes, but I guess that’s why I love them.

“So what do we do now?” Jaymi asked quietly. I knew for a fact that management wouldn’t be okay with this.

“I have to go do something. I’ll see you later!! Love you!!” George yelled before running out the door.