Perrie
"Lights go down, and the night is calling to me, yeah.
I hear voices singing songs in the street
And I know that we won't be going home for so long, for so long.
But I know that I won't be on my own, yeah.
I love this feeling that right now
I wish you were here with me
Cause right now
Everything is new to me.
You know I can't fight the feeling.
And every night I feel it.
Right now
I wish you were here with me."
I put the sample to the end before a tear could form in my eyes. This song wasn't nothing to me. It meant everything. Because it was for Jade. She's my best friend and right now I'd be nothing without her.
She completes me 24/7 without knowing it. But I thank her for it anyway.I was just emotional thinking about the day she'll finally find the boy who'll make her more happier than I ever will. The only who'll give his everything just to make her happy.
But I'm not ready to lose my best friend. Not now. Not ever. She's the only one I have right now. Yes I have a mother, a older brother, a younger sister, a father. But they're family. They always will be.But I've never had another best friend in my life that makes me laugh the way Jade does.
The amount of memories I've had with her since day one is uncountable.But sitting here right now I feel destroyed and some what heartbroken for a reason I can't explain.
Maybe it's just Harry. The fact that he could be Jade's other half a heart. And once they're together I'll be gone. I'll be that best friend that constantly third wheels to avoid looking like a complete loner.
But I'm not gay. And I don't love her. But what if I am?
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Unpredictable ? Jerrie
Fanfiction"But every time I think of not having you in my life I literally break into a million pieces."
