message // sidemen + minizerk ff

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• z: are you doing all right?

• si: i think so

• z: how are you coping?

• si: i'm okay. i feel a little upset still that i let her go, but i can get over it

• z: that's the way to go!  proud of you si

• si: i thought you said you'd never nickname me bc that's 'weird'

• z: idk I quite enjoy calling you si
• z: it's cute.

• si: thanks

• z: so... has anyone actually caught your eye that isn't the opposite gender?
• z: I wanna know

• si: i don't wanna say
• si: hell i don't even know what it's like having feelings for someone who isn't a girl

• z: well, you had to have realized
• z: like how did you figure out you really were pan?

• si: it just kind of hit me you know

• z: I don't know. the way I discovered I was pan was different from yours so tell me

• si: i just thought i shouldn't limit myself

• z: well you could've gone bi? there's many sexualities besides pan

• si: i couldn't imagine being anything but pan.

• z: why?

• si: bc what's the fun of having feelings for someone who isn't male or female
• si: i'm not implying i've got feelings for someone, but i'm just throwing it out there

• z: I understand...

• si: cheers

• z: I hate to be nosy, but I just want to know, si

• si: cool

• z: are you really okay?

• si: i think

• z: wanna talk about it more?

• si: do you think she would've loved me if i gave her another chance

• z: don't even think about going back to your old life

• si: but do you think she would've realized

• z: idk, that's her decision, not mine

• si: what if i ended up proposing to her? marriage? a family?