Lost Without You

FIVE

The plate was the same, except for the crushed meatball.

"I'm not hungry."

"Hmm, ok, I'm not going to force you to eat anything, but, if you do get hungry tell me and we can go get food."

"Ok." I whispered and smiled at him.

He's a true gentlemen, he's someone who doesn't push for answers or certain things and I like those types of people, they're the nicest people.

"Hey, I was thinking, I want to go to this shop and get you things, many, many things, I want to spoil you, whether you like it or not," he paused as he watched my eyes widened, "So what do you say we go there now?"

I nodded and brought my hands up to cover my mouth to stop a gasp as happy tears escaped my eyes.

I know I shouldn't let him buy me clothes, but the way he said it sounded like I wasn't aloud to say no, he would do this even if he had to drag me to the shop.

It's going to be the first time I've ever been to an actual clothes shop or shoe shop. I always had to go to second-hand shops for those sort of things, it's where they were the cheapest but now, now Logan's letting me get what I want.

He payed the bill and got out of his seat, I did the same as he walked over to me and linked our arms. Heading out the door Logan led me towards his car, he opened the door for me and I got in.

He got in to his side and he drove off, towards the shops.

* * *

Eventually he stopped in front of some shop I've never even heard about. I stood in front of the door and looked through the shop windows.

"Logan, you ca—" He put a finger on my mouth to stop me from saying anymore.

"I can and I will."

"I'm going to buy you everything in this shop." Logan said as we walked into the shop.

Before I could say anything, he walked over to the counter, told the lady there that he was buying all the clothes in the shop and he started paying.

I walked over and hugged him from behind, "Thank you Logan." I whispered as he paid.

When he was finished at the counter, he spun around in my arms and hugged me back. It was a peaceful moment, one that I've never had a chance to experience.

But if I'm going to tell the truth right now, I don't feel anything for him.

In all honesty, I'm still thinking about what happened when Jayce and I ran into each other. It was something I want to feel again.

Something that's not happening between Logan and I.

"What's wrong Amelia?" Logan asked bringing my attention back to him.

I shook my head and looked up at him, "Oh, nothing, just thinking about some family things."

I lied.

And it's making me feel sad, but I don't want to ruin this moment by telling him I'm thinking of a different guy, I'm not as bad as my sister is.