Lost Without You

❣️AMELIA TAYLOR❣️

I ran and ran and ran.

Past everyone, everything.

And I'm not going to stop until I reach my house.

I know Logan was just trying to stick up for me, to stand against Jayce for me but to be honest, I don't like it when people do that.

I don't like when people bring the attention to me.

Why couldn't they just not talk to each other instead of yelling in each others faces over me. Why can't they leave each other alone, it surely can't be that hard, can it?

I'm not even worth the time to argue over. I shouldn't have let Logan buy me that expensive spaghetti and I shouldn't have let him get me all those clothes.

I shouldn't have even gone out tonight.

But I couldn't help it because my father doesn't let me out much, and I wanted to go, to get out of the house with someone who cared.

Someone who at least acknowledges the fact that I want to do things myself.

But maybe, he just got me out to shove it into Jayce's face for some reason

I was running and I kept running until I ran into a man, "Sorry." I mumbled but not looking up at the person and continued to walk away.

I feel ashamed I wasn't watching where I was going, that I was to focused on my memories to watch what was going on around me, I could've been hit by car if I wasn't careful.

But then again, would anyone help me?

The man grabbed my arm and pulled me back, "Ameelia, why..areee you oout...heree?"

I looked up at my father, who seemed to be very, very drunk, his glazed eyes and slurring words gave it away. He was wobbling and losing balance so he gripped onto both my arms tightly.

"D—Dad you're drunk, y—you need to get home." I stuttered,trying to get him to release my arms but I didn't succeed, his grip is too tight and he's too drunk to realise what he's doing.

"I willl...nott gooo hoome...untill I finnd Loogan."

What?

He knows Logan?

How did he know his name, he's never saw him, he's never met him and I've never seen them together. Maybe Nicole told him his name, I mean, I wouldn't put it past her to do that but Logan didn't know Nicole's name so maybe she doesn't know Logan's name.

So many maybes.

"He's gone somewhere else," I looked down as tears fell down my face, "Can I just go home?"

"Fine, buut I'm driiving youu hoomee."

My eyes went wide, he can't drive, he's too drunk to drive, this could end in me being in hospital or even dead. I don't want to die now, but, no one would even care anyway.

Maybe Logan and maybe Jayce, but the odds of them ever caring about me would be out of this world.

Although, Logan might be sad.