Mark the date (MarkiplierxReader)

      (Heads up this is a triggering chapter so here's the "TRIGGER!!??!!!¡" warning)
Triggers include self harm and near death/near suicide.
      The mark I had made, I didn't know what to do. I was back at my motel, curled up on my bed, roaming Instagram. I had looked up #markiplierpax2016 and clicked recents. So many pictures... So, so many. I scrolled and read descriptions
      "Woot Woot I'm at Pax! I'm at the markiplier signing rn, can't wait to meet Jack #markiplierpax2016 #BOOPERDOOPER" ok that one wasn't about me, maybe this isn't too bad- famous last words.
     "So I'm at the markiplier signing and some random chick comes in with Mark and is talking with him, then get this SHE HUGS HIM. IF THIS IS A NEW SHIP I WILL GO DOWN WITH IT. #girliplier ??? #markiplier2016pax" '#girliplier?' What was that supposed to mean? I scrolled up to related tags and sure enough, number 1 was #girliplier. I cringed and clicked on it. Pictures of me hugging and talking to mark flooded my phone and that sinking feeling kicked in.
      "There was a girl with Mark at his signing today... Not gonna lie I already don't really like her... #girliplier is terrible." I started breathing roughly, short and spastic.
      "Ok so this bitch was at the signing today with Mark and hugged him?!!???? She should honestly do us all a favour and just leave, she's probably going to distract Mark from YouTube and we aren't going to get any more videos. Go kill yourself #girliplier"  I pulled my knees into my chest as well as I could and put my hands on the back of my head. It wasn't my fault.. It I didn't mean to it wasn't my fault i just wanted to say goodbye Mark probably hates me I can't do this I didn't mean to I'm so dumb I'm so stupid and selfish and worthless all I do is cause trouble... It was all my fault.
      I got up and stumbled to the bathroom, splashing my face with cold water. I looked in the mirror and hated what I saw. This ugly terrible creature, staring pathetically back at me. I looked down in an exasperated heap. That's when my eye caught glimpse of a shaving razor.
-time skip-
      I sat on the bathroom floor, my brain a mess, my face red and stained with tears, my throat caught in a lump. I was a motionless shell. I had zoned out on the cabinet that the sink was attached to when suddenly I felt a warm, gently hand on my shoulder. I could hear the talking but I didn't register what the said. Suddenly I was off the floor and I looked up to see Mark looking down at me urgently. He was saying something... A question, I just blinked at him and my head rolled to the side. I saw Sydney freaking out and on the phone. She looked at me and her face softened, she walked towards me and cupped my head with her hand, I could hardly make out what she was saying "you'll be ok" it sounded like there were a million layers of water in my ears. I saw Jack outside, through an open door, he had one hand on his head in such a panicked manner, and another  hand was desperately trying to wave down a taxi. He glanced back at me and his face was so desperate, we had eye contact and I blinked at him slowly. He looked up at Mark and yelled something. Mark gestured to me and yelled back some other thing. Sydney yelled at them both and Jack turned back to trying to wave down a taxi, Mark back to looking at me. He hoisted me up a little more and went beside my ear "it's ok." He smiled at me and nodded and I smiled weakly. He looked up suddenly and we started moving again. That was when I blacked out to the sweet sound of Mark humming something or other into my ear.

      -Sydneys POV-
      I paced and glanced into the bathroom again to see my sister in a pool of her own blood. This was bad, this was really really bad. TJ suffered from anxiety, she was getting better but she relapsed and cut herself, it was deep this time and I didn't know what to do.  Jack had come back to the room with me and he was phoning Mark. Oh god oh god how long was she like that?! The signing lasted a couple hours and then another 15 minute drive here. Oh my god TJ please be ok. Mark showed up and was in a confused panic "what happened why did you call me?" Mark asked "Jack just told me to get down here fast." He glanced to Jack who was nervously biting his nails, his other hand across his stomach. "What the hell is going on?" He demanded
      "Please Mark help its my sister," marks face went into a flurry
      "What? Where is she?" My breath  shook and I pointed to the bathroom. Mark looked at me one last time and walked over to the bathroom "oh my god." Mark gasped quietly "that's a lot of blood. Sydney you need to call 911, now." I barely registered what he said as I pulled out my phone. Mark took a step into the bathroom and crouched down, they were out of my line of sight. Jack had left and was trying to wave down a taxi, a car, anyone.
      "911, what's your emergency?"
     "I-it's my sister please. She's dying she-"
      "Miss you need to calm down, what's your address?"
     "I um oh my god. Ok it's uh..." I took a deep breath "it's 2375 daylight motel on 33rd street." I paused "my sister has attempted suicide she needs an ambulance."
      "We'll be there right away, what state is your sister in?" I was getting annoyed but held my tongue
"Massachusetts" I replied
"No, we know that, what state as in what is the severity of her condition?" The operator asked, oh my god, no shit Sherlock why would she need to know what state you're in.
"Really really bad." I turned as I heard Mark come out of the bathroom. TJ looked at me and I gasped, my face softened. I walked up to her and put my hand on her cheek. "You're going to be ok." Was all I said and she blinked at me. I put my hand over my mouth, to hold back tears and I turned away.
"Thank you, we've sent a dispatch to your location." I sighed with relief
"Thank you so much" and I hung up to hear Jack yell at Mark.
"no one is fucking stopping!" He turned and looked at Mark and TJ "THIS IS NEVER GOIng to work..." He softened as his gaze dropped to my sister
"KEEP FUCKING TRYING. SHE NEEDS HELP." Mark growled back in a deep yell, if I weren't panicked over my sister I would be terrified. Right as Jack was about to yell I interrupted.
"You BOTH need to calm your shit!" I called them out "TJ is my sister and we need to help her! The ambulance is comiNG NOW FUCKING GET ALONG GOD DAMNIT." Silence overcame everyone and my screaming hung in the air for a moment. I collapsed on the bed in a crying heap. And within seconds the ambulance sirens became audible and pulled up. I bolted upright and followed Mark out, I heard him quietly sing a song; everything stays

"Everything stays,
Right where you left it,
Everything stays,
But we're always changing,
Ever so slightly,
Daily and nightly,
In little ways,
Everything stays."

And we were in the ambulance on the way to the hospital.