ITS A TWO WAY THING

Shelly's  Pov
It's been months since I last set my eyes on that traitor of a guy called Prince and since then, I have managed to put myself out of my misery, after all,a lot of people were going through worst problems.
For months, I had suffered  alone after the breakup because I didn't know who to share it with.
My parents would smoke me if they got to know that I have been  going out with him. My parents are really strict as I said before and any thing that they deemed ungodly they frowned upon.
For example, they deemed dating at an early age a taboo and they had always warned me against going out with anyone for now and even If I decided to at a latter age, I shouldn't do it without their knowledge and so when I had started seeing changes in my menstrual flow ,as well as changes in my body ,I didn't know what to think, initially I thought it was normal since most times my menstruation didn't show up when I expected it,but after months and months of not having my period, I went to the pharmacy and bought a pregnancy test, as I came home that Tuesday afternoon, my heart rate increased with each step that I took towards the bathroom, this test that I held in my hand, would determine how my life would be starting from the moment I checked.
As soon as I entered the bathroom, I locked the door behind me and since it was my first time using something like that, I proceeded to read the instructions and realised that two red lines will indicate that you are pregnant. Nervous and with my hand shaking with each breath I took, I did as the instructions ordered me to, after, I waited for about five minutes before I had enough courage to look at the result.
I couldn't believe my eyes, my whole world was crumbling just in front of me and there was nothing I could do.
I sat down on the bathroom floor as tears streamed down my face,look where one stupid mistake ended me.
I wondered how I was going to convey the message to my parents, how were they going to take it?,I wondered if they were going to disown me like they had always said,I remember one Wednesday morning in February last year, mom and I were taking the express bus because her car was at the mechanics, as we bordered the bus, we sat beside a young 👧 girl of about thirteen years old,who was heavily pregnant ,people kept giving her dirty and disapproving glances.
Mom looked at the girl all the way to our destination.
After we got of the bus, mom asked me if I saw the girl, and after I had answered in the affirmative, she warned me that she will personally disown me if I got myself in such acts.
More tears fell as I recalled this incident.
I picked myself up, and headed to my room to change, I needed to let prince know of the predicament we were in before our parents got to know.
I got out through the back door even though there was no one at home and headed to his home.
Thirty minutes later, I was at his gate asking the security if I could come in, he allowed me in without questioning, I rang the doorbell twice before I heard the shuffling of feet drawing nearer to the door.
I stood there in anticipation as I waited for him to come open the door.
Eventually he did, and stood there observing me thoroughly as if if he tried to talk I would melt.
He ushered me in after sometime  and sat beside me after I had refused all he offered.
"Has the queen missed our lovemaking and has come back for more ",he asked as I glared at him. And then I dropped the bombshell.
For a moment, he stood shocked, unable to move or utter a word.
And then he told me I needed to get rid of the 👶 baby.  At that moment, I didn't think about the aftermath of my actions,I just slapped him and rushed out of the house refusing to acknowledge him calling me back so we could sort it out.
I was going to tell my parents no matter what.
I got home not long after my hefty rage escape.
That afternoon, I sat down reminiscing about all the times my mom had warned me to stay away from the opposite sex until I was ready to get married and start a family, I wished I had listened.
Now looking at the situation that I was in, I realised how messed up the whole thing was.
The disgrace that I was going to face at school, from my peers, the disgrace that I had brought on my family, on my parent, my church. All these thoughts suddenly left me no other choice than to slit my veins or hang myself.
I stood up and went into the storeroom where I got myself  a long piece of rope and then I hanged it on a hook on the ceiling by standing on a chair.
I was about to hang myself on it to end my life when the door to my room burst open revealing a scared and sweaty prince.
"Stop it please", he said as he went down on his knees, "I am going to take full responsibility of the pregnancy that you are carrying and I am going to make sure that you are comfortable and you get the love that you need, I know we are young, and this was too much for me when you told me that's why I suggested an abortion, but I thought about it and I have decided to take responsibility for the child"."I know it's not gonna be easy but I promise you am going to be there every step of the way".
He said all this in one breath as I watched tears flowing down his face, I mean I couldn't believe it, one moment he's a total douche bag and another he's been totally sweet.
He helped me get down from the chair as he hugged me like l was slipping away.
We stayed like that for sometime forgetting the situation we were In and just holding onto each other for support.
Before he left, he promised to keep my attempt at suicide  our own little secret.
I crumpled on the bed in tears after he left, relieve and something else written all over me.
I cleaned up any evidence of me trying to kill myself and got comfy on my bed,soon I drifted of into the unknown.

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