Abnormal (Newt X Reader)

Previously on Chapter 11

Once we reach there everyone's attention is on us "here comes the love-birds" someone yell and everyone else cheers. Me and Newt turn scarlet on our cheeks because of them. Oh how they loooove to tease us. This shanks. Newt placed me on a chair and went to grab our meal. He came back a while later and place a plate infront of me. He sits next to me as always. We start eating happily. After dinner we went to bed. As always Newt gave me a goodnight kisses and wishes sweet dreams.

Today... Two of them finds out my secret.
I'm glad they're willing to keep it a secret.
But... Soon or later everyone else will know.
I have to do something before....
someone got hurt

-Pain-

Y/N P.O.V

Everyday went by the same. The only different is I work as a Runner. But other than that it's pretty much the same. The new girl is called Teresa. She woke up not too long ago. I don't trust her. Ever since she woke up, she has been trying to get closer to Newt.

I woke up every morning to go for a run, doing our best to find a way out and comeback before the door closed. It's pretty exhausting. It's already over 4 years but we found nothing.

My power is getting worse, sometime I accidentally created a small fire somewhere in the Glade, and it's getting worse. Maybe this is the reason they put me here. Maybe I ruined their building or anything they have. All I could think of right now is how to get rid of it. It's pretty useful to fight the Griever but if I hurt my fellow Gladers I don't think I want to have it anymore. I haven't hurt anyone... Yet. But I don't wanna wait until I do.

After what happen in the Maze with Minho and Thomas that night, I start to avoid Newt. Only Thomas and Minho knows the reason. I feel bad for doing so, he didn't do anything wrong. I can tell my action is hurting him. But in my state I don't wanna risk it, I can't imagine if I get closer to Newt and he got injured by my power, I won't forgive myself if I did.

It was around evening and we're running back to the Glade from our daily run. I went straight to the Dead-head after grabbing some water. That place is where I spent most of my time after the run. I don't wanna be too close with anyone and take the risk of hurting them.

I take a sit near on a tree, on a bigger branch cause it's safer. I don't wanna risk breaking a branch and fall off, that'll be really painful. Trust me.... I know, it happens to me once. I have to stay in the Med-jacks for 5 days because of that.

It's getting late so I climb down the tree to head back to the Glade. As I made my way there I heard voices near me. Someone's giggling, it can't be the boys because it sounds girly. It must be Teresa cause we are the only girls. I decided to check it out. But when I found her, I instantly wish I didn't decide to check it out. What I see brought a sharp pain into my chest. It's Teresa and Newt. They're kissing each other. By the look of it, they're enjoying it. Newt didn't even try to push her away, instead he wrap his arms around her waist. I decided to leave, but I tripped and fell down.

When their attention turn to me their eyes widened, probably because they didn't expect me to see them. Newt's face showed guilt while Teresa, her face shows victory. She's looking at me with a big smirk. I got up and shook my head "how could you Newt..... I thought you loved me?" "I do Y/N" "then why are you kissing her?!" I yell. He stayed silent. "You've been ignoring him that's why?!" Teresa yelled at me. "Stay out of this Teresa?! I'm talking to Newt not you?!" I barked at her. She flinched at my tone. I turn my attention back to Newt "I can't believe you Newt?! I trusted you.... My mistake" I say shaking my head with tears in my eyes. I turn away and start running. I enter my hut that the boys build for me. I slam the door shut and slid down. Sitting down leaning against the door, crying my eyes out. I didn't come out of my room after that.

2 days past and I haven't leave the spot. I act lifeless. I didn't talk, I didn't sleep, I didn't eat. Just sit there staring into space, doing absolutely nothing. Thomas has been trying to get to me talk, but obviously he failed. 'I ignore Newt to protect him from me.... So he wouldn't get hurt. But this is what I get?' I thought as tears flowing down my face.

Thomas P.O.V

I heard what happens between Y/N and Newt. I can't believe Newt did that. She was just trying to protect him. I wish I didn't give up on Y/N. I wouldn't hurt her. My feelings just grow stronger for Y/N. I wish she would've picked me instead. Now Y/N act lifeless. She didn't smile, talk, eat. I want to help her so bad but I didn't know how.

Back to Y/N P.O.V

If I would've known that my heart can be this painful because of love. I'd rather be heartless. So I don't have to feel any pain of breaking my heart like this. I wish it would just go away. All I want is to disappear, without pain.

Now I know that love is a dangerous thing
I wish I never fall in love in the first place
Love is so painful and deadly.

*to be continued*

A/N: sorry about that guys. I just want a little bit of drama in this story. I thought it would be fun. But don't worry it didn't end like this. There will be more chapter so keep reading and find out what's gonna happen in the story. Bye!!!