Save the Savior | TWD

I walked down the dark grey hall with Negan. He was showing me around. I could feel the stares of all his men on me. I felt like an object to them, I looked up at Negan- he didn't seem to notice them.
"This is the room where we have our meetings, which you will be apart of." He opened the door for me, touching my shoulder; encouraging me to look inside.
"When will I be leaving?" I looked back at Negan, who didn't seem to happy with my question.
"You just fucking got here, you're not leaving any time soon. If you try to, I will fucking kill you. Come on," Negan grabbed my hand, pulling me out of the room.
I gripped his hand as I heard one of his men whistle while I was walking.
"I suppose you don't care about how your men act," He stopped in his step, grabbing both of my hands.
"I suppose you don't know how to shut the fuck up. Maybe I'll just have to shove my fucking cock down your little throat to give you an idea, sweetheart." I scoffed, he was right...I did need to shut up.
"Now if you're done whining, we can make that happen still, either way I'll find a way to do it." Negan opened another door for me, revealing the hot Virginia sun. It was a pretty sight, until you took a look down- to see five men who were fighting off walkers.
"Act up and you'll end up with them." He pointed down below to the men. I looked up at him, he was staring down at Lucille.
"Why are you making them do this?" I asked, maybe it was a dumb question.
It was.
"They aren't important. They crossed me and they have to suffer the consequences." Negan looked down at me, running his rough fingers along my cheekbones down my jaw, to my neck.
I didn't understand why he was doing this.
"Don't make me do what I'm doing to them, to you." He whispered, giving me a kiss on my forehead. I was a bit shocked. I watched as he went towards the door, opening it up for me. I followed, avoiding looking into his eyes.
I wasn't uncomfortable, shocked. Just shocked.
"I've seen you kill my men, plenty of them. You're a good shot, and strong." He said quietly, walking towards the biggest door of the building. It lead to a large area. It seemed like it was where many of the civilians stayed during the day. Everyone was busy doing something.
"I'm trusting you to be smart and not cause any trouble, I want you to be in charge of the training of anyone who needs to learn the use of weapons."
"I don't want anything to do with you or your men. I'm not helping you." I had a whole group back in Alexandria. I had Rick, Daryl, Maggie, everyone.
"Either that or you can go stand in the sun every single day and fight off those things."
I stood there, I didn't want to do it. I wasn't going to do it. I wanted something in return.
"Let me see my group, when you go see them." I watched as he was making a mental decision to trust me.
"Do something dumb, you'll regret it. Start training in two days, be ready." Negan started walking down the steps of the area. I didn't think he would actually allow me to.
I had to do my job, I need to see my group. I needed to see Rick.