Save the Savior | TWD

Ophelia
2 Weeks passed, things were surprisingly calm with everyone. I was distant with Negan though, same with Dwight. The whole car incident had made me a bit angry. I was mostly angry, though, because I wanted to be home. I no longer felt loved, or even remotely safe. I felt sick. I hated it here. But who was I to tell? I had no one.
I also had a bad feeling about what was going to occur at Negan's next trip to Alexandria. Rick was probably freaking out at the moment, hardly showing his anxiety to his people, because that's the kind of leader he was. I wished to be with the people I loved. I wish we had just killed all Negan's people when we had the opportunity. I was hoping that in time I would somehow be able to go back with my family.
I walked into the main hall, where men were doing their daily routines. It was always the same. I then walked outside, to where the 'court yard' was. I noticed Simon working on his truck and walked over to him.
"Hey stupid, what's up?" Simon said, as he was fixing his engine.
"I'm just bored," I sighed, getting closer to her and leaning on the front of his car as he worked. I always liked to annoy Simon on my free time.
"Okay and?"
"Shut up," I said as I hit his shoulder.
"Why do you bug me when you're bored? Go bother Dwight." He laughed, pretending as if he was actually annoyed.
"Aw it's because I love you, Simon." I held onto his arm, which he hated.
"Yeah right, get outta here." He laughed and flicked me on the back of the head.
I laughed and walked off. I still had nothing to do. I didn't feel like going to Negan. Dwight was really my only other option. I hadn't been speaking to him much, but whatever.
I searched for him but couldn't find him working. I knew he would only be at his little hiding place. I made my way to the back of the building, successfully, without anyone seeing. Just as I thought, Dwight was there, just looking off into the distance. I walked over to him and sat down.
"Hi Dwight," I smiled.
"Hi Ophi," he said in a very non-enthusiastic tone.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Yeah, I guess so. I'm just kind of not feeling too good." He was lying. I always knew when he lied. It made me angry.
"Why so?"
"I've been missing you, Ophi." Dwight admitted, looking at me.
"What do you mean?"
"I just miss you. I don't know what I'm doing now. I just hate being alone. I miss talking to you, and going on our walks when Negan doesn't notice. I've fucked everything up, Ophi." He sighed, putting his head in his hands.
I didn't know how to react, what the fuck do I do in a situation like that?
"You didn't fuck everything up. I was angry, because you did a lot of stupid shut. Doesn't mean I hate you, I'm just upset, Dwight." I reassured him, grabbing his hands to keep him from ripping his hair out of his scalp.
"How could you forgive me for all of that shit?" He asked.
"I don't know, but I'm learning."