ENIGMA | JIMIN

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"How can I not?" you retort in a whisper and a raised eyebrow defying the voice in your head

'How can you say you love him and let him get away with all these things?' the voice asks and you chuckle fixing your hair

'you should be afraid of that man not love him' she hisses at you and you laugh caressing your own skin.

Your smile slowly fades as you touch yourself, you can see the marks from every man you let touch you, every man you had to fool in order to get what you wanted, you see their dirty hands on you and meet your own eyes.

"On the contraire I should be afraid of myself " you say softly

Jimin was your reason to live, every decision he made was made for you and for him, he didn't care about anyone else but you, you were the first woman he had ever gotten on his knees for, the only woman he's ever cared about and truly loved.

How were you to repay him for this unconditional love if not by sticking by his side in everything he does?

Don't you feel any guilt towards those Jimin harms with his bare hands; don't you feel at least a bit of pity for ones he gets rid of you just for you?

You don't, and no one could ever understand why even if you explained it to them

The world you and Jimin lived in wasn't the same as the world those people lived in, they had rules and in the world you shared with Jimin there weren't any, just the two of you loving each other in complete freedom.

All Jimin asked of you was loyalty and you were loyal to the core, you'd never betray that man even if someone put a gun to your head.

He's the source pumping the blood through the veins in your body, he was the one who made your heart beat in anticipation.

Before him you wonder how you survived, how you went by your days with no passion.

No man ever made you feel any of this before, the kind of love you and Jimin shared was incomparable to anything you had seen or read about in books and movies, maybe because it was real.

The bedroom door opens and Taehyung looks out into the hallway and sees you standing in front of the mirror, he grins before slipping out and sneaking up on you.

You're busy admiring yourself to notice Taehyung, it's only when he wraps his arms round your waist that you jump startled.

"Tae" you gasp and he chuckles snuggling into your neck before pressing a little kiss there, he's still a bit sweaty from earlier but you don't mind.

"Don't scare me like that" you laugh and he looks at your reflection and his and grins teasingly

His pink lips are swollen and he's shirtless, his jeans are hung low and unbuttoned, his blonde hair is messy from all the rough tugging and you smile at him, leaning into him.

"What's taking you so long?" he whispers and you smile at the man holding you against him, snuggling into your neck and dropping rare kisses here and there making you shiver

"you missed me?" you ask slipping from his embrace to face him, your back hits the wall and you look up at him with low eyes and he knows what you want when you look up at him like that so he leans down and smirks before placing a hand on the wall to steady himself, you lift your chin and he captures your lips with his.

He pushes his body against yours and holds your hips roughly, you feel his bulge against your thighs and moan, he uses this opportunity to slip his warm tongue in your mouth and your legs shake, you're still weak and he knows that, having back and back orgasm by two men was hard to handle for anyone and yet you could handle them.