Let Me In [YOONMIN]

YOONGI'S POV

Five years had gone without Jimin. I didn't even want to think about the things I could've done with him all that time. I missed him every day and there wasn't a day that would go by that I wouldn't think of him.

I adjusted to my life as a blind person pretty well. I made new friends at my support groups and still hung out with my three best friends.

They were busy though so they only came around a few times a month. They haven't heard anything from Jimin in forever, they told me he graduated early and he never told them where he went. I didn't know where he was or what he was doing, but all I knew is that I still loved him, and never was able to love anyone else.

Afternoon, after lunch time I usually sat down and listened to the television. I missed being able to watch it, I missed seeing people's faces and missed seeing all the sci-fi stuff on there.

Anyway, I usually tuned into the news to see what was up with the world or if there was anything good happening. My ears caught onto a story about a very young doctor making his way into discovering ways to cure blind people that have been blind all their lives or for those that have been told they will never see again.

I listened carefully, this doctor got an interview and was going to talk about it. I wanted to listen, maybe there was hope for me.

"So Dr. Moon. You're the youngest doctor to ever graduate from medical school here in Korea and youngest to get accepted into this internship program with a research of your own. What made you so passionate about this?" The interviewer asked and I waited to hear the doctor's answer.

"Honestly, I just wanted to do something to help people that have been told they have no hope to see again. Before this I was sure my calling in life was something else, but one day I realized that I wanted to do something good for someone, so I liked this field and chose this. I don't know how I discovered this hidden talent but I'm glad I did and now I'm here to make a difference to the world."

He sounded so much like Jimin, his voice was deep and raspy, but soothing, one that I could listen to for hours. But it was impossible, his name was Dr. Moon and Jimin would never become a doctor, not that he wouldn't be able to but he never mentioned anything about the medical field to me. I was so confused, why did he sound exactly like him...?

"Thank you Dr. Moon. We are excited to hear more about your research and your journey to becoming an amazing surgeon."

"Thank you for taking the time to interview me and I hope people that need to hear that there is hope tuned into this. You will be okay and I will help you some day."

His voice sounded so calming; I wanted to meet this doctor, maybe he would help me too some day.
I just wondered if it was him, I wondered why he sounded exactly like Jimin. Maybe I missed him so much that I just wanted him to sound like Jimin.

No, he was out of my life and I had to accept that. He was my history and I wouldn't accept him back even if he wanted to come back to me. He disappeared and that was his choice. Park Jimin was in the past.

I called my parents to the room to tell them what I heard.
"So this new doctor, he's only an intern but from what I heard he's doing his own research and every doctor is eyeing him, they all want to work with him. He's an ophthalmologist, so he's going to be an amazing surgeon and fix people's ruined eyes."

My parents were silent for a second, I didn't know what they were thinking or what they were going to say.

"Mom? Dad?"

"We've heard of him and we...contacted him. He's in Daegu. He accepted his internship here because of..one particular doctor." My mom said, but she sounded weird about it.

"Oh okay...well, I'd be happy to meet him some day."

"You will. You're on the list for the research and trial. If you want to do it that is. They don't know if it's going to work yet, but they want to make sure that it will work on you so you'll have to wait just a little bit, son." My dad said and I smiled. There was hope for me.

"Yes! I want this! I want them to try! I miss being able to see. Let him help me." I said, I reached over on the bed to search for Cali and she came to me, trying to fit in my lap.

"How long do I have to wait?" I asked.

"We aren't sure, but you can meet the doctor soon and he can tell you all about it." My dad said and I felt my heart skip a beat. I didn't know why I felt that way, it's not like I knew this guy or anything but I got nervous right away.

"Uh, y-yeah. Sure."

"Okay well we'll get in touch with him again and arrange a meeting." My mom said and came to me, planting a kiss on my forehead.

"Okay, I'm just gonna chill in here for a while. Can we go somewhere later?"

"Sure, we can go shopping. Didn't you want some new things?" My mom asked, but shopping was sad for me since I couldn't see anything I was getting.

"Maybe, but I was thinking we should go to the park with Cali."

"Sure honey, what ever you want." She said and then exited the room.

I wished I could go on a drive in my sports car, I missed the thrill of speeding down the highway, showing off and having Jimin next to me being all cute.

It was funny how I have these memories even after five years. I forgot about other things but not about him. As much as I wanted him back, I was still quite mad and even more mad that he disappeared. Of course I told him that I didn't want to ever talk to him again but it was more of a suggestion. I was hoping he would try and call, try to even check on me but I assumed he forgot all about me and already moved on with his life and was happy...but all I wished is that I could find him and have him to myself again...