Worst Behavior

38- Relationship Troubles

I finished making the pancakes on the griddle, along with the eggs and bacon. I got enough plates for everyone and fixed it for them. Since my dad had told me Chad and Jamar were coming over this morning I offered to make breakfast for everyone because I felt like being nice, even though I wasn't in the best mood.

"Food's done!" I yelled walking out of the kitchen

Of course my dad, Chad, and Jamar were the first ones to enter the kitchen.

"Sweetie are you going to eat?" My mom asked

I shook my head. "I'm not hungry."

"Are you sure?" She asked

"Yes ma'am. I had a poptart earlier. I'm fine." I told her

She looked unsure for a moment. "Do you want to talk about it?"

I shook my head. "No, it's not that serious. I'll deal with it."

"Okay. Let me know if you change your mind. I love you." She said making me smile

"I love you too mama."

I went to my room, grabbing my phone as soon as I entered. I checked my messages to see if Sincere had replied back, and I noticed he had left me on seen.

I rolled my eyes and groaned. He makes me sick. Although it was mainly my fault because I somehow managed to tell him in the middle of our argument that I didn't really love him and I wished I had never met him, just to piss him off.

And it worked... Unfortunately. He hasn't talked to me in 3 weeks.

I sighed throwing my phone to the foot of the bed. I turned on the TV and scanned through the channels and settled on watching the Last Song. It was one of my favorite movies.

Throughout the middle of the movie I found myself close to tears. I missed my boyfriend. A tear managed to slip, but I quickly wiped it away hearing someone burst into my room.

"Do people just not knock anymore!" I yelled growing irritated

"Hush up crybaby." Jamar said walking in. I attempted to fix my attitude since talking to him would more than likely cheer me up.

"What do you want?"

"Dang do you not love me anymore? What I do?" He asked

"Nothing." I sighed. "I'm just upset. I didn't mean to take it out on you."

"It's cool. What's wrong though?" He rose a brow

"Relationship problems."

"Eww. Can't help you with that one." He said with a look of disgust

I chuckled. "Didn't you call yourself having a girlfriend at one point?"

"Yeah that ain't work out. Mia get on my nerves. She talk too much. I be in the classroom trynna do my work and she be all on my ear yapping about a bunch of stuff I don't care about." He ranted

"Stuff like what?"

"Mannnn, let me tell you! This girl ran in the classroom one day and told me she had a bump on her booty. Did she really think I wanted to know that! What was I supposed to do with such disturbing information!?" He frowned causing me to laugh

"Maybe she just wanted to talk to you. I tell my friends weird stuff all the time." I said

"You tell them you got bumps on your booty?" He looked at me weirdly

"Okay not that weird." I told him as he let out a sigh of relief

"Good cause that's nasty. Anyway, if you're having boyfriend problems don't you think you should call him?" He asked

I nodded. "I did already. He ain't answer."

"Text?"

"I got ignored."

"What exactly did you do?" He asked

I told him what I did, and he shook his head.

"In the words of 6ix9ine, Stoopid!" He yelled making me roll my eyes

"Thanks for your help." I said sarcastically

"You're welcome. You should try calling him again though."

I was about to decline, but I thought about it. It wouldn't hurt to try.

I grabbed my phone and dialed his number once more and surprisingly he answered...on the last ring.

"Huh?" He asked

"Can I talk to you please?" I whined

"No." He said before hanging up

Jamar immediately bursted out laughing. "Played the freak outta you!"

I flipped him off, staring at him with a straight face. "Haha very funny."

I've never been more upset in my life. If only I would've kept my mouth shut, we wouldn't be in this position. But, I can't turn back time, so I gotta deal with it.

I sent him a semi long message trying to apologize for the millionth time. I knew he would read it, I just wasn't to sure if I'd get a reply.

Ok, I get it. I've learned my lesson. I was wrong and I should've never said it. It was an in the moment type of thing, and I wanted to make you mad. But, obviously that went worse than I had planned. I really do love you and meeting you is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't know how else to tell you this besides saying that I'm sorry.

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