repeat.

...No win, and just survive?
With tears filling my eyes,
I ask the moon... "But Why?"
"Darling you're just like me." She replied.
"Bright, white, and flawless from the outside, but come near, everything's spotted, dark, and dried.

I, delving into inquisitiveness, asked the moon.
" Even after all of this, you look happy... How?"
She, covered in the starry lagoon,
answers me with an advice.
"Believe in yourself and not the world's lies."
She insisted me to close my eyes and told me to sleep tight.

Next day as I woke,
I recall last night's conversation my mind had soaked.
As I sip in my coffee,
I startup with an old hobby.
OVERTHINKING;
A feeling.
Thoughts, they are overflowing;
Questions, they are floating;
Answers, which the mind is loosing;
while Mind, it's searching;
yet the Heart, it's sinking.

Midnight came soon and I'm back to the moon.
Something tells me, she's experienced a lot,
and something tells her that my questions are not going to be short.

When I reached there,
I saw something I'll never forget...
I saw tears in her eyes,
yet her lips showed a beautiful smile.
I swiftly pushed my questions aside,
with only one popping in mind;
asking her, "Why? Why was she crying?"
The moon blew away a sigh...
And told me that this might be the last time I'm taking her advice.

My questions went away as I asked her to stay.
She told me to hush..., suddenly inside of me a feeling rushed.
She spoke with a trembling voice,
"You heart would forever be breakable, and don't even try to make it stable,
because that's how it works.
For Answers your Mind lurks.
For Likeness your Soul begs.
And with a pinch of Hatred your Heart wrecks.
But this is YOU and never try to be someone new."

" Don't trust everyone.
Don't make the same mistakes twice.
Cause if you do so, you'll pay the price.
Your loved ones aren't so far, but you have to find them fast and you must stop living in the past.
Time for you has come to shine,
not like the moon but like the sun.
Now everything's said and done...
So go! And fight your demons."

Then. She. Left.
That night,
answered everything I wanted to know.
It taught me that my story didn't end,
it has started to grow...