i start getting dressed.
larray : what are you doing?
me : i have to get out of here. i need time.
larray : don't leave.
me : what am i supposed to tell my boyfriend?
larray : i don't know. but you need to talk to max.
i immediately walk out of the room and open max's door. he's still asleep so i wake him up.
max : what are you doing?
me : we need to talk.
max : about what?
me : do you remember anything from last night?
max : um i remember getting drunk. and you twerked on me. i don't know what else.
me : are you sure that's it.
he sits there thinking for a minute when his eyes go wide.
me : what?
max : i do remember.
me : what was it?
max : we um..we uh..kinda did stuff.
me : what stuff?
max : we had sex. okay? we had sex.
i know that larray just told me what happened but i wanted to hear it from max, first of all to talk about it, second of all for proof.
i sit on the bed next to him.
me : what am i gonna tell alejandro?
i try really hard to remember the order of events last night and it finally comes to mind, and by max's face, it looks like he remembers too.
me : this is all your fault.
max : i'm sorry but technically it's not.
me : yes it is.
max : no, you could have stopped me.
me : I WAS DRUNK!
max : I WAS TOO!
me : you have better control over yourself when your drunk though.
max : so?
me : so you know what you did. you did it on purpose.
max : and? why can't i have some fun.
me : BECAUSE WE'RE BOTH ALREADY IN A RELATIONSHIP!!
max : okay and?
me : and you wanted to cheat on her?
max : i don't even like her. i'm only with her because i'm scared to break up with her.
me : why?
max : because she's crazy!
me : i still don't get why you would cheat on her.
max : well it gives her a good reason to break up with me and it just felt right in the moment. and i liked it.
me : but it was a mistake.
thinking back on it, it felt right at the time. but now it feels very very wrong.
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