Finding Myself

(Warning: sexual chapter)

"Come here, beautiful," Quinn says as she wraps her arms around my waist to pull me closer. Now our bodies are slightly touching, mostly our breasts and the action creates goosebumps all over my body. I start to blush as well which makes Quinn smirk, then lifts my chin with her finger so that I'm looking at her. She leans closer to kiss me again for a brief second then suddenly moves down to kiss my neck.

A moan escapes my lips and Quinn stops to look at me. "That meant continue not stop," I blurt out and immediately try to cover my mouth as she starts to chuckle.

"You don't need to tell me twice," she teases before kissing my neck again. She starts to lightly suck my neck then suddenly bites me which surprises me but also makes me heat up down there. It makes me want her so bad and before I know what's happening I push her against the wall and grab her face so I can direct her to my lips. I crash my lips against hers and we kiss passionately for a bit before it starts to get heated.

Quinn abruptly stops and pushes me back as I try to calm down my breathing. "Why did you stop?" I ask, eager to continue where we left of at.

"I need a break right now, Riley, if we were to continue you won't stay a virgin for very long," she states which gets me flustered. I nod in a agreement, I know I'm not ready yet, but I can't help how much I want Quinn in this moment. So, to give her space to calm down and for me to not think about sex I turn around to let the water run over my body.

Once I'm satisfied with my hair being damp, I grab the shampoo bottle and squeeze out the shampoo to lather in my hair. Then I start massaging my head, to make sure the shampoo gets everywhere. I freeze when I feel Quinn's hands on my head. She pushes my hands away and starts massaging the shampoo in my hair and it takes everything in me not to start moaning like crazy. However, another small moan escapes my lips.

Quinn kisses the nape of my neck as she continues to massage my head. Then she lets go and drops her hands by her side for a second before I feel them on the side of my thighs. She lightly traces me skin as she moves higher to wrap her hands around my waist. I can feel her push her breasts into my back and it makes my breath hitch.

Quinn continues to kiss the back of my neck as her hands roam my stomach and after a bit she moves her hands up. She touches the underside of my boob and it makes the longing I have for her so much stronger. She stays there and rubs the area a little bit to ask, "Is this okay or do you want me to stop?"

"Don't stop," I immediately whisper back. Quinn doesn't even hesitate as she lightly traces her fingers higher so that she can cover my breasts with her hands. I let out a soft moan as she moves to kiss my neck. It's so hard to control my breathing at this point. I have the urge to just turn around and kiss the hell out of Quinn, but I also want to keep enjoying this moment. Quinn begins to rub my nipple between her fingers and I have to lean back into her to brace from the amount of pleasure I'm feeling now.

Quinn helps me stay up and chuckles into my neck as she pinches my nipples which cause a shock in my body. I wasn't expecting her to do that at all, but it felt so good. I've never felt these intense desires or feelings before. It's all so new to me and overwhelming, but I don't want to stop even for a second. Quinn stops focusing on my neck and kisses behind my ear and lightly bites my ear. That's it. I can't take anymore.

I turn around and wrap my arms around her so I can pull her in for a longing kiss. Quinn shows as much passion as I have in the kiss and this time she pushes me against the wall. After a while we have to stop kissing to breath and Quinn and I laugh at how out of breath we are. "Ready for more?" Quinn asks as she gets closer to me.

"I'm always ready for more with you," I reply as I try to wrap my hands around her neck. However, she stops me and pins my hands above my head.

I stare at her in shock and Quinn comments, "Well I never said I was going to be soft the whole time." I roll my eyes at her which makes her give me a seductive smirk. Then she kisses me again, but doesn't allow me to move my hands at all. She's in control again and i'll gladly obey for now.

"Keep your hands up or I'll stop and leave you begging for more," she demands. I nod and cross my hands and let them rest on my head. Quinn starts kissing my neck for a bit before lowering her sights on my chest which makes me moan out again. She's centimeters away from nipple and I just want her mouth to focus there but she keeps going around it to tease me.

"Please," I beg out. Quinn finally stops playing and softly runs her tongue over my nipple which makes me shiver. She starts playing with my nipples and even gently bites one which make me moan out like crazy. Then she stops to drive me crazy and all I want to do is lower my hands and move her head to focus on what I want. However, she did say she would stop if I lowered my hands and I really don't want to stop any of this.

This is the first time I'm ever feeling this passion. I've been missing out on so much. I can't believe it took me this long to get physical with her. Goddammit I'm going to be so addicted to Quinn and wanting to do this all the time. We are just having a bit of foreplay and I'm already going crazy. I don't know how I'm going to handle actually having sex with her.

Quinn focuses back on my nipples again and it makes me moan, "fuck." I'm feeling such a strong desire down there, but I know now isn't the time. I don't think the shower is the best place to have sex for the first time. I also can't keep my hands up, I just want to touch her so badly. So I lower my hands to pull Quinn up to my eye level so that I can kiss her passionately.

"I think we need to stop now otherwise I won't want you to stop from doing more things to me," I whisper to her after the kiss.

"I agree. If we go on there is no way I'll resist from wanting to make you have an orgasm," Quinn says which just makes me blush like crazy. Quinn smirks and kisses me again before adding, "That's my goal you know. To make you feel that so many times."

"Okay stop, I'm already very wet and it's not because of the shower," I reply as I put my finger on Quinn's lips to shut her up.

"Oh, baby, you can't say that to me! That makes me just want to find out how wet you really are with my tongue," Quinn replies which shocks me to my core.

"Oh my god, we need to stop this now," I say which makes Quinn laugh. She can probably see the sexual frustration I'm having right now. I want her so badly, but not in the dawn shower. This is a dangerous place to do things in, one slip and either of us could be hurt and that would be a whole mess when my parents ask why we were both in the shower while on the way to the hospital.

"We have also been wasting a lot of water," Quinn jokes. I face palm and push her to side while I try to wash off the remaining shampoo in my hair. Quinn laughs and puts shampoo in her hair while I do conditioner and body wash. We finish the shower without anymore heated moments, but it takes a lot of willpower from the both of us. We each catch the other stealing glances of our naked bodies, but have to restrain ourselves.

I haven't really explored her body yet, but I'm aiming to do it later. Eight now I need a little bit of time to process all the emotions I felt while she was exploring my body. She made me feel so good while also reassuring me that I was safe and could stop anytime that I wanted. I hope I can make her feel as good soon. I probably won't be anywhere near as skilled as her, but I want to try.

Quinn and I get out of the shower and we dry off before changing in clothes to sleep in. We get in bed and relax a bit trying to go to sleep. However, all I'm thinking about is Quinn touching me everywhere like in the shower. I can feel myself starting to get honey again, but I try to push the though away. I need to sleep, we have school tomorrow.

A few more minutes have passed and I can hear Quinn's breathing soften, she's probably fast asleep. However, I'm wide awake. I snuggle closer to her and lightly touch her hand. Even though she is sleeping she grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers which brings a smile to my face. I feel much better now that I'm closer to Quinn and eventually I get so tired that it's hard to keep my eyes open. So I close my eyes and drift of to sleep.

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Author note: I already know there aren't going to be many comments on this chapter, most of you will be too distracted. 🤣🤣🤣 I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Keep in mind I've never had sex or been intimate with someone before, so excuse me if I write something wrong or weird I'm going of off pure imagination here, but I'm trying lol.