I punch the wall.
Hard.
No dent. Not even a sound but for my gasp of pain.
I shriek.
Another punch. Harder this time.
And another. For each miserable, failed attempt.
For each time I got caught.
For each time the door I broke down wasn't his. For each time his name left my lips, a scream of longing for my brother, lost in this damned compound. Taken from me.
My knuckle cracks, skin tearing against the abrasive surface, but I barely hear it. I barely feel it.
A streak of blood appears on the striking white.
Good. They'll know I was here and not in that dreadful lab.
I raise my hand again, tears blurring my sight.
I barely hear the footsteps approaching me through the threshold of the broken door as I bring my fist down again with all my might.
A howl of pain escapes my lips as I watch a deeper crimson stain the wall.
A virginal white, smeared with imperfection.
The footsteps halt behind me. I stop, not bothering to turn around as I wipe my knuckles on my shirt.
"Tell her I'll show myself back." I hiss, almost spitting as I brace myself for their arms on my body as they drag me back.
I count four breaths. Five, before turning around.
To my surprise, it's not the men. Not her cronies.
A boy stands before me.
He wears a loose white shirt and brown slacks. Standard clothing: he's one of the subjects.
His dirt blonde hair is unkept, hanging over his forehead and sticking up in some places.
I turn away, curling my raw fingers as I again brace myself, but this time, for an onslaught of questions, or worse: a persistent reassurance from no more than a stranger.
It never comes. I stare at my hand, two drops of crimson blood falling to the white floor. A minute passes, maybe two.
Exhaling, I turn back towards the door to find the boy in the same position, head tilted as he stares at me. His eyes are are pools of liquid brown, a mix of pity and confusion swimming below the surface.
But he doesn't ask. He doesn't ask what it is I'm doing in the middle of the night punching a wall as the rest of WCKD sleeps. And I don't question him, either.
I watch, ready on the balls of my feet , as his hand moves to his pants. I'm ready to bolt if need be, but from his pocket, he procures a simple handkerchief, offering it to me without a word.

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