I start to wake up and feel like absolute shit!
I'm dying... I'm actually dying...
My head is pounding and my mouth is so dry, I just want to go back to sleep but it's too late
I try to stretch out but my legs get stuck on something, I poke my head up and Jimin is led across the very end of the bed fast asleep
Jungkook is still sleeping soundly next to me, he looks so cute when he sleeps
I whip the blanket off my hot skin and get up to go and pee before I burst
I run into the bathroom and lock the door and to my surprise Taehyung is fast asleep inside the bathtub, I don't have a second to wait
I run to the toilet and start to pee but he doesn't even move, even when I flush the toilet, he is out cold
I open the door and bump straight into someone waiting outside... it's Yoongi
You: Oh shit, I'm so sorry!
He catches me as I was about to go flying backwards
Yoongi: What are you and Teahyung doing?
You: Oh, he's fast asleep, didn't even wake up when I peed... oh my god, forget what I said
Yoongi laughs at me
Yoongi: You don't want me to know you pee?
You: I don't pee! I'm female, we don't do anything like that
We share a quiet giggle as to not disturb Taehyung
I lean into Yoongi's chest without even thinking, I feel like such shit I just want someone to make it go away
He holds me back and wraps his arms around me and pulls me away from the bathroom and shuts the door behind me
Yoongi: Are you okay? Are you feeling rough?
I nod into his chest
You: Please help me Yoongi... I think I'm dying...
I hear him laughing at me as he strokes his hand up and down my back
Yoongi: You want me to go get you some food?
You: I can't ask you to do that...
Yoongi: You don't have to, I'm offering
You: At least let me come with you so we can get stuff for everyone
Yoongi: It's a bit of a drive and if you're not feeling good I'd rather you went and led down
You: No no no, I think it will help to get outside and move around
Yoongi: Let's go get dressed and I'll meet you outside
I nod but don't move, we just stand there in each others arms, I can't bare to move
I finally take a big breath and move and head towards the bedroom to find comfy clothes to wear
I take about 5 minutes getting dressed because I've just taken off what I was wearing and put on fresh underwear, some shorts and one of Jungkook's hoodies
Yoongi is already sat in the car and he's talking on the phone, does he ever stop working?
As I get inside the car he's saying goodbye to whoever is it
Yoongi: If you think you're going to be sick please let me know so we can stop...
You: I'm good, I'm not usually a vomit person
We pull away from the house where everyone is sleeping god knows where
The drive is quiet but I love the scenery around here, it's stunning and distracts me
I decide to just brake the silence
You: I'm sorry if Jungkook made things awkward last night
Yoongi: It's fine, you don't have to keep saying sorry when we're alone and thinking things have been made weird...
You: But I feel like they do keep being made weird once we've cleared the air!
Yoongi puts out the palm of his hand towards me, just like the day of the wedding
I grab his hand and once again he interlocks our fingers and rests his hand on my thigh
I smile looking at his hand, it's such a sweet gesture
The drive already feels less uncomfortable
You: Where are we going?
Yoongi: There is a little place not far, people need a hearty breakfast to help them feel better, even if they don't feel like eating
You: Why do you look so okay, aren't you feeling shit?
Yoongi: Not really. I think it takes more than that to make me feel how all of you guys do
You: I actually didn't think any of you would want anything to do with drugs
Yoongi: The boys know better than to let it get out of hand, but it also doesn't mean they don't enjoy themselves from time to time
You: You're so sweet with them all you know, and the pictures at the house! Oh my god, so adorable
Yoongi: Yeah I'm glad we have all of those to look back at
We pull up and both get out and go inside to order
Yoongi: I think you and me should eat here and then grab stuff as we leave to take back
You: Oh, okay, sounds good
We go and find somewhere to sit and find a table where we sit opposite each other
The waitress brings us menus and says she'll be back to grab drink orders, she doesn't even acknowledge me but only speaks to Yoongi
When she leaves I give a scoff as I read the menu
Yoongi: What?
You: It's the same when I go anywhere with Jungkook...
Yoongi: What is?
You: I don't even exist, women act like I'm not even here
Yoongi: You don't think you have the same effect if it was a male serving us?
You: No... it's never the same. Women are good at making other women feel shit, even if they act like a girls girl
Yoongi watches me, listening to every single word and taking it all in
Yoongi: Anything in particular you want?
You: Oh god, I have no idea what I want
Yoongi: You want me to order?
I nod at him, I just can't even function to choose something
The waitress returns and starts to take our order
Yoongi: Can I please get the eggs Benedict with a glass of sparkling apple
The women almost goes to leave or looks like that's all she needs to write down
Yoongi: Excuse me... and for my girl here... she will have the pancakes and sausage with syrup and a glass of fresh orange juice, no bits, smooth
Waitress: Of course sir
She still gives absolutely no signs that I'm sat here and leaves once again
You: Thank you... how did you know I want smooth orange?
Yoongi: You always make sure when we give you tequila and orange that it has no bits, they make you feel sick when you drink it but you love fresh orange juice, soooo
I smile at him, how cute he remembered and knows once of my favourite breakfast orders, now he's the one who looks uncomfortable
I put my hand on the table towards him and he reaches out and grabs it
Within a few seconds the waitress has returned with drinks, she looks at our hands and puts the drinks down without saying anything and leaves again
Yoongi: Women are so weird
You: We are, I'd stay clear
Yoongi: Are you excited for your birthday?
You: Hmm, not really. It's never really been a big deal, just another day
Yoongi: Ah Jungkook won't let it be just another day
You: Oh no, I hope he hasn't gone crazy
Yoongi: What do you think? Of course he will
You: So... can I just say sorry for yesterday. I really don't know what came over me, and if you and Meiling have something going on I don't want to get in the way of that
Yoongi: This again?
You: Yes this again! I acted like a child for no reason and you two were clearly spending time together and I got in the way
Yoongi: What do you think was happening?
You: I have no idea, but I was asked to try to introduce you two because Meiling has a crush and the next thing you two had left together and I freaked, but I don't know why
Yoongi: I told you though, I don't want her. I'm not going to sleep with your friends so you don't need to worry
You: You said you had your eye on someone, and you don't like Meiling, so who is it? Someone from work?
Yoongi: Now that would be telling wouldn't it... also I don't sleep with employees, things could get awkward and it's just too messy
The waitress brings our food finally and I'm so happy to see hot food
You: So you've never slept with anyone from work?
Yoongi: No... I can't say the same for the others as you probably know
You: Well I guess I know first hand
We laugh completely forgetting I was just a note taker when Jungkook first got spicy with me
Yoongi: Ah yes, the infamous sounds that everyone heard through the walls
You: Please don't. I'm so embarrassed every time it's mentioned
Yoongi: Why?
You: Would you want someone to hear you moaning through a wall?!
Yoongi: Can't say I'm a moaner personally but I know what you mean
You: Hey, if you're being completely silent you've been with the wrong women
Yoongi: Oh really?
I suddenly feel myself get super shy and Yoongi is looking at me with an eyebrow raised and a smirk
My phone starts ringing... it's Jungkook
[You: Good morning Mr Jeon!]
[Jungkook: Where are you? I woke up spooning Jimin]
[You: Yoongi and I have gone to get you all some food to help everyone recover]
[Jungkook: Thank god, please bring me everything]
[You: I will don't worry, just relax with your little spoon for now]
[Jungkook: I love you]
I also hear a faint, "I love you" from Jimin too which makes me giggle
[You: I love you too]
Yoongi: So they're starting to wake up?
You: Yeah, Jungkook is currently spooning Jimin... when I woke up he was asleep on the end of our bed
We finish our breakfast and order everyone else food for take-away
Yoongi hands over cash for everything and we leave
Everyone is so happy to see us return with food and Yoongi forces the boys to eat even if they say they can't stomach it
I know Jungkook is busy eating but I'm also so happy to see him, I don't think I'll ever get over the fact he's mine
He see's me walking over to him and backs his chair out a little so I can come and sit on his lap which is actually exactly what I wanted
Jungkook: Hello gorgeous
He kisses my arm as it's the closest thing to him
You: How are you feeling?
Jungkook: Ah I've been worse, I'll be fine in a bit. How are you? Did you sleep well?
You: I was dead! I remember you carrying me into the bedroom and the next thing I woke up with you and Jimin and it was morning so I'd say I slept well
Seokjin: You woke up with Jungkook and Jimin?
Taehyung: Whaaat?
You: No no no, don't you twist it! Nothing happened, we all just fell asleep
Jimin is just led back in chair with sunglasses on not even arguing
Jungkook: You wanna go for a walk once I'm done eating Y/N?
You: Just me and you?
Jungkook: Yeah, just us
You: Okay sure, it's really nice outside this morning
Jungkook quickly finishes his food and we set off for a walk
Jungkook: We're going this way today
He pulls me in the opposite direction that we've walked all week, this way leads into the forrest
You: Really? What's over here?
Jungkook: You'll see
We continue to walk into the forrest along a sort of path until I can see an opening coming up
We get through the opening and it's a pergola covered in purple peonies with a table and chairs underneath, why haven't we come here before
You: Wowwww!
Jungkook: I thought you'd like it here...
We sit down at the table together, it's so pretty
You: Why did you want to come out here?
Jungkook: I just wanted us to be able to have time alone... I feel like we need to talk
I feel instantly sick, why did that not sound good
You: Really? What about?
Jungkook: Yoongi...