The Diary of an obsessive idi...

By Scarletmonk720

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my diary, read it or don't i really don't care More

struggling
ranting again :)
Sweet disapointment
An endless cycle
Fragile
change/wrongdoings
Endless cycle
Miserable
Back on the beat
Ranting... Again
Divorce
Quick Notes
[Random Title]
Sad Sac (Moody Hours)
"You're sweet"
Need to chill
I think this is over
Let me just backtrack
Quick notes (general life)
"Once is funny, two times is fucking annoying"
Clarification
Invisible Prison
Recharged
Appreciation
Spud
Unwell
Working on myself
Isolated
Depravity
Resentful
notifications
Stepped up
pop's sick
mundane
Random poetry i wrote
Ghosting
got into another argument with my dad
I'm lost
war inside of me
I have brain damage
anything you wanna know
idk
i still don't know
There's nothing i can do
starting to get annoyed
Cracking at the seams
Mundane
Fake Friend
Friends
worried
fun times
What do i want?
going out
cancelled
hiking
FU-
parents
Struggling... again
Friends on there terms
miss one day
Content
Untitled Part 66
we g
bro i'm sick again
detrimental
Casper
idk what to title this so... yeah
and down the spiral we go.
short spiral
im so god damm tired
obsession
ok, what now
i miss sugar
fuck family
nothing
beauty
advantages of being braindead.
mha
malnourished
terrified
no longer terrified
job hunt
fun
decision
surgery
easy done
giddy
worst
sensory overload
hits differently
and just like that
old news
night sweats
issues
sad reality
job
social
pills
oh god
e
"people don't change"
[insert creative title here]
vegetarian
Untitled Part 129
what can ya do
e
Conare, Mori, Repetere
manic
Car go broom
perpetual persistence
withdrawal ramblings
Filters
Untitled Part 147
honestly
eh
not fair
backwards
thank
ash
happy
f

Disinterested

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By Scarletmonk720


yeah they don't give a fuck.


so i've got this mate, great person, i'd really really love to get closer to them, but it seems like they just don't care. i message some people and we can actually have a conversation, y'know back and forth, but with them it's just, forth and back and then forth and then silence. for awhile i've been ok with it but it's starting to wear down my patience. it would be fine if it where anyone i don't give a fuck about, but idk i guess i'm attached or some shit idk.

idk.

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