while i'm in a good state of mind i'm going to come to a decision about the girl i like.
right, so, yesterday i hung out with a friend, a friend who despite having two casual jobs and studying full time still make time to hang out with a friend, they actively make steps to be friends and not everything's one sided, not just texts or calls but everything. my point being the girl i like doesn't want to be friends, or at least they don't show any, she doesn't message me proactively, doesn't want to hang out and when she does respond to a message she takes two weeks to a month for a single message, so no we're not friends. so i'm going to end things... i think... i'm not sure, i've got it in my head that i'm just going to delete her contact and block her number, but i don't have the conviction. what will i do? i have no clue, but things aren't sustainable between us even as friends.
if you understood my ranting you deserve a medal