amnesia [reader insert]

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She started to walk towards the second years. "But I know that something bad must've happened the last time we met, that's why I don't remember you. So tell me Kise-san.."

She turned with her eyes wide open and a shadow across them. Her eyes bore into his soul as she opened her lips.

"What horrible thing did you do to me."

Kise flinched as he heard her words. They were laced with venom as she swiftly turned her head away and walked out of the gym. She was frustrated.

The group watched her retreating figure as Kuroko placed a hand on Kise's shoulder for reassurance.

"She just needs some time" He said as he looked up at him. To which he nodded his head.

"So what brings you to Seirin Kise-san" Kuroko asked.

"Oh when I heard our next opponent would be Seirin I remember Kurkoo-cchi attended here so I thought I would come to say hi." As Kise gave a smile. He was inwardly worried about the girl.

"Kuroko-cchi and I were best friends"

"Not really" he blue haired male said.

"So cruel" he said as he placed a hand over his heart.

Suddenly a balled was thrown towards thee blonde as he quickly caught the ball with his hand.

"Ow. What was that for." He stated as he winced.

"Sorry for interrupting your little reunion. Don't tell me you came all this way just to greet us. Why don't we play" As Kagami started to walk towards the blonde.

"What I don't think I'm ready." He stated, then suddenly took off his jacket.  "Okay let's do it, I have to you thank you for showing me that move earlier.

"If I win give me Kuroko-cchi." His yellow eyes glared at red ones.

(First person POV)

I grumbled as I left the gym. I grabbed a fist full of hair walking to the bathroom. I walked towards the mirror leaning on the sink.

Lifting up my bangs I took a good look at the scar that was traced on my forehead. It wasn't completely healed so I had to visit the hospital frequently to get the stitches replaced and take a few x rays to see if there was anything else wrong with my brain. The doctors informed me to be careful since my head was still not fully healed.

I sighed as my hands lifted up water splashing water on my face to calm me down. Gritting my teeth I looked up to glare at my reflection.

'Just what happened?'

I want to know so badly, what did they do to me. What was I to them. What horrible thing did they do to me that forced me to forget everything.

These thoughts filled my empty head as I walked out of the restroom. I leaned against the cold wall inhaling sharply.

I was mad, angry, sad, confused, curious, frustrated. Emotions clouded my head as my head started to pound. Grunting I walked towards a vending machine to buy a soda to calm my nerves.

Pushing in the coins and selecting a button the drink tumbled down the machine clinking down. I bent down to grab the drink and quickly flicked the cap open gulping down its contents.

After taking a few gulps I released my lips from the can gasping for air. I leaned against the machine slowly sliding down and finally sitting down in the grass. I sighed as I looked up in the sky.It had faded to a dark orange as hints of dark blue were seeping in. It was peaceful.

Looking up at the sky always gave me peace in mind. The sky was the first thing I saw when I woke up in the hospital. It was the only thing I could honestly remember. The only clear memory I had before that was rain. Rain that was pouring hard.

'That's probably why I got hit by that car huh?' I thought to myself as I took another sip from the can.

Staring up at the sky I finished my drink and slowly got up to throw it away in a nearby trash can. I threw the can as it swiftly flew into the small opening of the trash bin. I picked up my bag from the ground looking up one more time.

I was about to leave when I suddenly made eye contact with yellow eyes.

'What was his name... kiste... kisu....' I thought as I collected my thoughts. 'I'm terrible with names' I grumbled to myself.

"(F/-) ah um (L/n)-san sorry for interrupting you." He said as he looked down at me.

I shook my head slowly. "It's fine I was just about to leave anyway." I paused. "Is there something you want to talk to me about?"

I looked up staring at him with my hands crossed infront of my chest. I sighed thinking it wouldn't hurt to hear him out. I was a bit harsh back there. I tussled my hair lightly in frustration.

"I-.." He started. "I'm sorry about earlier.... I didn't meant to make you upset." He said looked down on the ground.

"It's fine it's not you're fault I was just frustrated." I sighed.

"No. It was my fault. I know that you're suffering with Amnesia." He said as she clenched his fists tightly. "I know you got hit by that car that night. I know what happened and I know that what we did last year was horrible. I know I was wrong."

I bit my lip. I was tempted to ask him what happened. But I wasn't supposed to rush it.

"Listen. I'm not really sure what I was to you or what I did back in middle school. Heck I don't even remember what you did to me." I sighed staring down at my right palm looking at my 2 scars. "But it seems like you're only here to apologize because of my accident." I looked up at him with emotionless eyes.

"What if I hadn't gotten hit by that car? What if I hadn't lost my memories?" He flinched at my words.

"Would you still be here apologizing? Is it out of pity?"

His eye widened.

"No! Of course no-" I cut him off.

"I wanna use basketball as a way to regain my lost memories" I started to walk towards him. I stopped as I stood there next to him staring in front of him as he was facing the other way.

"So apologize for what you did once I remember." I said walking away slowly towards the entrance of the school.

I stopped as I tilted my head slightly to face him. Anger filled my entire body just thinking about what may have happened that night.

With a dead expression, "Until then I don't need your pity apology." My voice laced with venom as I turned and walked away gripping the strap of my school bag.