'His greenie' | Newt x reader

A/N
I FEEL like this chapter isn't very good, but picks itself back up very quickly!!

Y/N POV
They were coming back.. My memories little by little and only in pieces. I try to open my eyes but they feel like they're glued shut, I can hear everything happening around me , it's like my minds awake but I'm not.

"I'll remember you I promise Y/N, I couldn't forget my own sister" I was reliving another memory, it was with me and Thomas.. "and I'll remember you Tommy, I love you" I could feel my hurt from the past..my vision faded and another began to arise

"Dont be a dick Tommy, I do not have a crush on him!!" I was laughing with Thomas, I couldn't make clear sense of my surroundings, everything else was blurred I look around on the screen in front of me.. I could see the glade.. I could see newt.. Minho.. chuck.. alby.. even gally, everyone was there "you like newt! You like newt" Thomas was now jumping around the room like a little girl. The memory yet again began to fade.
Memory after memory, of me and Thomas and that woman.. playing on repeat, that's when I knew.. that we did this to them..
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I shoot up in a panic "I REMEMBER!!"
"Woah woah calm down you're ok" I look over to see newt scrambling to his feet trying to calm me down.
"I remember newt.. I did this.. me and Thomas we did this" my eyes were now watering, tears beginning to spill. He furrows his eyebrows at me before turning around to Thomas standing behind him.

"I remember too.." I watch as Thomas steps closer too me. "I can't .. I can't do this, I did this to everyone. Me it's my fault"

"Whoever you were before you got here, isn't the person you are now" I turn my attention to newt , I remember my vision, seeing him and the others in the glade. I remember feeling the way I felt towards him..

I distracted myself from my own thoughts by asking him a question "how long was I out?" I glance at them both, switching my gaze waiting for someone to answer.

They look at eachother and then back to me, "a week" Thomas gulped. I jumped out of bed, "a week!!" I can't believe I have missed so much.

"Slow down y/n you need to rest" i glared at Jeff
"Rest!!" I yelled, "REST? I've been out a full week, I think I've rested enough"
I threw on my shoes and made my towards the door slamming it on the way out, I ran towards homestead and up into my room, i needed to think.

I lay on my bed , memories and thoughts ran through my mind nonstop. I knew I had to escape from here, I had to save everyone.. even if I died trying..