'His greenie' | Newt x reader

Y/n POV
I sit there with newts lifeless body in my arms, blood seeping onto my uniform , and finally I let it all out. I cry.. scream.. yell, holding his body close to mine. I don't notice the fact that Tommy had already gotten up and left.

A few seconds go by and the others arrive behind Brenda. Gally, Minho and frypan watch as my cries for help slowly start to quiet down.
Gally makes his way over to me trying to get me up and let go of newts body, I scream at him, begging him to stop and leave me alone.
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I feel like it's been hours, I was still sat on the floor holding onto newts body, my eyes bloodshot from crying and my face all puffy.

The pain hadn't stopped, but the crying went away. I start to get up, still holding newt "help me.. please help me" I plead for someone.. anyone to help me carry him.

Gally makes his way over, grabbing newt and holding him In his arms, he stands there waiting to hear what happens next.

At that moment jorge arrives in one of those ship things that we had seen a few months before, the ones that had been searching for us.

"Carry him on" I ask gally, "I'm not leaving here without him" gally does as he's told and carries newt on to the ship. He lays him down and the tries to help me on. "I've got it" i mutter angrily and climb on, laying by newt.

I hold onto newts hand, not wanting to let go.. "we've got to leave, it's falling apart" I hear Jorge say from behind me.

We were still waiting for Tommy to come back, there's no way I was going to leave without him too. "Not without Tommy" I say, not moving my gaze from the doors.

In that moment Tommy walks through the doors, With Teresa holding him up, the place starts to fall apart , everything breaking and fire spreading.

I didn't have much left to give I couldn't shout anymore, my voice was scratchy and sore from all the crying.

The ships starts to move and I turn my head around glaring at jorge "don't you dare" I say through gritted teeth, and he reverses backwards, closer for Tommy and Teresa to jump on.

She tries and lifts Tommy up but he nearly falls. with time running out Minho and the others lean forward extending their hands. Thomas manages to grab hold and we hoist him up waiting for Teresa.

She just stands there with a smile on her face and tears filling her eyes. "What are you doing, come on!" Thomas yells at her but she just shakes her head.

The floor had collapsed, bringing Teresa down with it.. with Tommy's cries for pain filling the whole ship, and me holding onto newts body, we had all suffered tonight.