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Ch. 9 - Can We Please Talk?

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I wake up to see Yoongi on the other side of my bed. Being the gentleman that he is, he placed a body pillow between us last night. I wouldn't expect anything less from the man who I always considered to be another brother to me.

He's already awake, laying on his back while holding up his phone above him, scrolling through whatever is on his screen.

"Morning, Yoongz," I say to him with a gravelly voice, prompting him to look over to me.

"Oh hey, you're awake. How do you feel?" He looks at me with concern on his face.

"Like dog shit," I honestly answer. I didn't drink that much last night, but, I emotionally feel down from everything. "Thanks for staying and keeping me company and not leaving me a miserable, lonely, old hag."

"You're so dramatic. But, no problem, you know I don't mind being there for you. Anyway...Y/N, are you going to tell me more about you and Joon and that Jimin guy? You didn't drink much but you were also incoherent through your crying on our ride home and when we made it back here. All I could make out was you saying you were sick of fucking around with Joon and how confused he's made you feel because  he started to confess feelings for you and then this Jimin guy is in the picture. First- I had no clue there was anything going on with you and Joon!" Yoongi looks at me, expectantly, waiting for me to speak.

"I can't believe I even confessed anything about Joon to you. But, I guess now you know- Joon and I have been hooking up on and off for a little over a year now." I admit to him.

"And, it wasn't anything serious?" He just stares at me.

"No, he always made it seem like he didn't want a commitment. And, though a little part of me wanted something more when we first started sleeping together, I thought he would never change his mind, so I accepted it." I just shrug and stare back at Yoongi.

"You didn't think your feelings would grow?" He questions me.

"That's the thing, I didn't let them develop. I always saw us sleeping together as nothing more than just that. Then, last night, he stopped me in a secluded spot at the club and confessed how he wants something more between us. He told me he didn't see all the times we've spent together as meaningless. But, I always knew him to be that guy who didn't want to settle with any woman. And, I realized even more that I don't share those feelings for him. I told him that I just wanted to remain friends with him. He said he'd accept that but I feel like the topic of him wanting to be with me isn't completely over."

"Yeah, Joon has never really been one to commit. I'm shocked he even said all that to you!" He shakes his head at the thought of Joon actually considering a commitment in terms of relationships.

"Yes! We all know his track record with women. Joon is a great guy, in general.
But, I could never see myself dating him," I share my honest thoughts with him.

"Well, he's one of my best friends, but, if I were in your shoes, I would have my reservations going into a relationship with someone who has always been promiscuous. I hope he does respect your decision. I do know that if he wants something, he sets his mind on it and doesn't give up easily," he says, his lips forming into a line after.

"That's what I'm afraid of, Yoongz," I say to him, with a hint of worry in my voice.

"Well, what about that guy, Jimin?" Yoongi lifts a brow.

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