-Guess who loves you??|Heesunwon|?

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Without knocking I entered the room just to see Jungwon and Heeseung making out on the desk.

..."Are you guy's fucking serious?"
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Jake

„JAY LET ME TF GO!"I yelled at Jay who held me against the door."LET ME PUNCH HIM."

Niki and Sunoo joined us in the meeting room.Sunoos eyes looked red and his face puffy."You know what assholes?Kick me out of the Gang,I don't care but you need to live with this!"I pointed at Sunoos eyes.

„You hurt him,I don't know what the fuck you guy's did again but it was the same with Daeh-"

Jay

Niki slapped Jake across his face.

„Hyung!Calm down and think straight!You are angry and I think we all are angry but we are a family."

Jake scoffed."A family?You call his a family?!Because of you I lost Daehwi,because of Jungwon and Heeseung I can never see him again and now y-you guy's do the shit on Sunoo!Im sick of you!"Jake started crying and ran away.

Niki

Sunoo tried to hold his sobs back but it didn't worked.He run after Jake and when I was about to follow them,Jay Hyung held my hand."Hyung let me go!"

„Niki."he let me go and closed the door.
I looked around and saw a pillow on the floor,make up stains on it like someone cried.Sunoo..

„Heeseung,you are the leader and we know each other for years,you saved all our ass's but whatever you guy's did now,you not only hurt Sunoo,you hurted Jake the most."Jay spoke in still manners,bowed and left the room with me.

Sunoo

Jake started to hit his chest outside."Jake stop it,I said stop it!"I cried and held his arm.I managed to make him stop whatever he tried but I couldn't reach him.I didn't knew what to do.

„I m-miss Daehwi so much,I miss my brother so much."Jake cried and grabbed his hair harshly."Why didn't they showed him love,why for god shackes werent they there when he jumped.
Why,why,WHYYYY!"Jake pushed me away and he started losing control.

He smashed his fist into the ground multiple times.I knew what pain he must felt.I know how much it hurts,hurts losing someone.

„Jake,c-come here."I crawled to him and gave him a hug."Don't c-cry,calm down."I said with my most softest voice and patted his head.

We sat there a while on the ground."I'm sorry."he whispered but I shushed him off qickly.

„I cried because Jungwon and Heeseung are probably disgusted that I have feelings for them.Maybe I'm just a toy for them,maybe I dont deserve all this and I should just go back into my old life."I explained."I feel insecured about myself after my mother died."

Jake got up and looked at me."Died?"he asked me and I nodded."Jake,my dad treated my mom really badly but I forgave him for being a bad husband.I'm still not over,over her death but I know she would want me to be happy.I'm sure Daehwi would love you to have friends and be happy and not fight with people you identify as your family."

„But they hu-"

„Do you think they did it on purpose?"I asked him wanting a true answer.He shook his head."No.."

I felt bad,I caused this mess and he only wanted to protect me."Let's go into my room and cuddle there hm?We can eat ice cream and talk about what we've been hidden for ourselves for so long.How does that sound?"Jake immediately stood up and smiled at me nodding like a little puppy.

Niki

I heared Jake and Sunoo laughing in Sunoos room.I wasn't spying,I was jelous.I wanted to laugh too and have fun with them.

"Don't you want to enter?"I felt a cold hand grabbing my shoulder.It was Heeseung.He looked like a mess,tear stains on his cheek and his face was pale.

"Do you want to enter and talk to them?"I asked him but he shook his head."I don't think I have the right to talk to Jake and apologise anymore.Daehwi died because I couldn't figure out what to feel."he admitted and let his body sink down.

I hated seeing him like that.So weak and emotional."Heeseung you were another Human 9 Months ago.You didn't do anything on purpose.You know Jake only joined 7 Months ago after..."

"Niki I fucking hurt Daehwi,if I really would have changed,then Jake wouldn't have compared me to my old me.I-i don't know what to feel,I'm not allowed to feel anything a-at all and it makes me crazy."

"Say it."I stood up and crossed my arms.
"What?"he asked and played dumb.

"Say what you feel whenever Sunoo is near you."I saw Jake standing infront of Sunoos door.He listened to what Heeseung said.

He shook his head."Heeseung!"

"I fucking feel save,I feel happy,I feel glad to have him around me.I never felt like that with a person other then Jungwon.I love Jungwom truly and Sunoo.I love him Niki.I feel like he cares so much and if I could I would try to make him forget his past.I want him to be my everything and Jungwon feels the same."

"Why couldn't you say that sooner?"I asked him and gave Jake a wink.

He hesitated."I hurt Daehwi,I hurt him so much and because of me he jumped of the building.I'm not allowed to get closer to anyone,I'm not allowed to feel happy after I've done this to Jake.I fucked up."

Jake slowly opened the door.He had tears in his eyes."Of course you are allowed to be happy,yes you hurt Daehwi but..it wasn't your fault.Daehwi jumped because it was too much pressure from everyone,if you are fault,I'm fault too because I-i never ca-cared enough."Jake jumped on Heeseung and hugged him tightly.

"Hyung I'm so s-so sorry,I shouldn't have said that.I didn't knew i-it was burden y-you still."

I was smiling at them but I realised our star is missing."Sun?"I looked at him but he had a blank face.He was shivering.

"Sunghoon wasn't right."he whispered.
"He lied."he added and we all looked worried at him."I do deserve a family,people who care and I deserve a life."he cried silently on my shoulder.

"Late for the party?"Jay yelled.He was suddely tripping over something and the only things we heared was 'yeeeeetttt' and *boom* before we all started crying because of how funny it was seeing Jay falling down like that.

Wonie and Heeseung approached Sunoo and kissed him."Fuck yall,I want a kiss too."Jake rolled his eyes when Jay came closer go him."Let me take care of that wish."

Oh my god,I will start to bleach my eyes soon.When Heeseung,Sunoo and Jungwon broke the kiss we all starred at Jake and Jay.They were right about to kiss when-

"WHOEVER HERE IS,COME OUT YOU HOE I WILL CALL THE POLICE.BOYS WHEREVER YOU ARE,STAY THERE HIDDEN,IF YOU ARE DEAD,I WILL LEAD ME SOME MONEY ALRIGHT GOD?I ASKED THEM SO I DONT STEAL IT AND GET INTO HELL."