-Guess who loves you??|Heesunwon|?

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Niki shushed me picking up whoever called him at this hour.His face looked concerned and he started whispering quietly answering the phone.I got suspicious of his behaviour when I heared a yelling over the phone.

...Heeseung.
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Sunoo

"Stop treating me like a little kid!"I yelled at Heeseung who stood in the living with crossed arms.Niki just joined my side holding me back.

"I can't believe it!You are supposed to be my boyfriend and not my babysitter!You know how I hate it when you act like that whenever I go out just for a few minutes without letting you know it!I don't need to tell you anything!"I screamed about to throw hands at my boyfriend.

He glared at me and spit out a "Stop being a fucked up brat".I.lost.it.

I was this close jumping on him and slapping him but Yeji who just entered held my waist tightly while Niki and Jungwon held my arms.I just saw red,
who is he to call me a brat?!

"What the hell is going on?"Jungwon asked us when he switched his glares between me and Heeseung.

"Lee Heeseung is treating me like a little kid once again.He has some real serious issues!"I hissed when Yeji finally let me go.

Heeseung rolled his eyes making me even more angry."You are a kid in my eyes because you can't even behave like an adult!Look at you Kim Sunoo!We gave you a home,a place to stay and thats how you thank me right now?!"

"Thank you?!I trusted all of you mostly you and you want me to thank you?You know what,you are right."I turned around grabbing my phone going into my room.Everyone followed me.

I pushed my clothes into a bag."You."
I pushed more in it."Are" I smashed the phone they bought me against the wall next to me."right"

"If I behave like a fricking little kid theres no use in staying right?"

Jungwon joined my side."Baby please don't be like that.You know Hyung is just concerned at whatever you did again."

Even Jungwon?Why can't they understand me?All my life I've been locked up in my room,crying to myself having no one and now?Im not allowed to go out whenever I want because THEY are concerned?!Its always about them!

I looked up looking for support in Yeji's eyes.At least she needs to be in my side.

b-but she?She rather looked away starring at the pole in the other room.Tears started forming upon my eyes making my eyesight blurred.I used my sleeves to stop the tears rolling down my cheeks.

Niki was pushing everyone out of my room leaving us two alone."Sunoo Hyun-"

"Ple-please just leave."I cried out sobbing into my own arms.The Niki I knew would have stayed but even he realised..I needed time for myself.

He left and I locked the door and closed my windows.All I had left was my already broken soul.I know I asked Niki to leave
b-but I wanted him to hug me.

Why isn't anyone hugging me?Why am I alone locked up having nothing and no one left.

I sniffled into the paws of my pullover I got from Jungwons closet.My bag I packed was full of their clothes because
I-i only wear t-their stuff.

I made myself as small as possible as I leaned against the bed frame letting out miserably sobs.

"I-i didn't wanted to b-be so mad.I-i just needed time."I talked to myself hoping my headache gets better.My body soon gave in and not even strength to cry was left.

Not only exhausted I felt,numb too and that was way worser then hurting myself.

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As I already thought,no one knocked into my door for the whole next day.They all did their own stuff.I didn't even tried opening the door because I felt hopeless.
I didn't wanted to face any more screams but the atmosphere changed dramatically.

I didn't heared Nikis laughing in the whole house like I used to hear it,I didn't smelled any delicious food,I didn't heared any arguments or fights about mario kart.

Just silence and that made me feel anxious.

The brave boy I was,I decided at least pecking out of my room.I grabbed the handle still shacking since I cried the whole night and the only energy I had left was in my legs.The silence was the loudest I heared right now.

I stepped foward,taking a few more steps until I reached the stairs.I walked down taking step by step ignoring the suffocating feeling in my lungs and head.

Sunghoon sat in the movie room starring at his phone,most likely listening to music.

I tiptoed to him not wanting anyone to hear me.As soon as I approached him I gently shook his shoulder.He stirred up and turned around.From a blank face it turned into a quite happy but sad one at the same time.

"H..hey Sunoo."

great..not even Honnie calls me Ddeonu.
I just want to bury my face into my future grave already...