-Guess who loves you??|Heesunwon|?

Happy late birthday mybubulee I'm so sorry not being able to upload anything yesterday. I hope you still want some Chapters as your birthday gift from me.I love you alot!
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...Do I want to turn back to say bye or do I want to go..

Little did everyone know..this maybe could be the last chance seeing each other...alive.
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Sunoo

"Looks good huh?Its kind of a Villa but smaller."Niki let his bags flop down into the floor showing me my own room.It was small but very cozy making me remember how I used to live with Heeseung and Jungwon in the apartment.

All my memories flashed before my eyes...
The way I woke up on their couch till the moment where they asked me to be their boyfriends.

"Hey..I leave you alone.You seem like..
very exhausted..."he handed me tissues making me feel taken aback..why tissu-

Oh..I was crying..I was shedding tears and I was so sunken in my thoughts that I didn't realised anything.Without any words he left me there in my room.I hate Heeseung and Jungwon!They don't let me breath!They don't truly care of how I feel..
They didn't cared how I felt before they asked me to be their boyfriend.

"Why d-does it hurt."I silently cried into my new fresh pillow.I took Heeseungs pullover out and wrapped it around the pillow while I held Jungwons teddy bear in my arms hugging it desperately.I laid down breathing in Hee's faded scent but still so much that I could feel a little bit comforted by it.It made me sick.

It made me sick how I behave.It made me sick of how bad of a boyfriend I am.I left without saying bye or see you soon again.
I left with still tension between us,that made me...

Niki

I heared loud noises coming from Sunoo's bathroom as I tried contacting my..father or the man who should be called my dad..

As soon as I opened the door I meet a sigh what made me feel stressed out.We weren't here in Japan for 2 hours and Sunoo was already throwing up into the bin under the table in his bedroom.

I held his hair and patted his back.
This isn't something good is it?

Heeseung,Jungwon and Sunoo need each other..thats for sure.After some time he let his weak body fall into my lap crying his eyes out.Sobs and gagging sounds escaped my Hyungs mouth making me even tear up.He was in pain but he hide it.

„Hyung lets get you to bed.We should sleep a little bit."

He nodded dozing off already on my lap.

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A few days later Sunoo and I sat it the restaurant eating delicious food.I tried contacting Jake but he probably is on his way to Australia with his two wannabe- boyfriends.

Sunoo was surprisingly doing better then I thought.Of course he was unfamiliar with the language but he could speak some sentences,helping his daily life here.

I ate my watermelon with salt while he had ice cream,no mint since..yea it's not that famous here but he took blueberry with chocolate pieces inside it.

„Sunoo do you wrote Hoonie?"

He shook his head taking out his phone immediately calling him but well no answer as expected."They probably didn't charged their phones for the flight."I giggled along with Sunoo.

Sunoo

We strolled around buying food for our fridge as I bumped into someone unfamiliar."I'm sorry!"I quickly said on Japanese.The man didnt answered as he just bumped now into my shoulder leaving me confused.

„I did apologise..."

Niki who was too focused on buying food didn't realised that he left me here alone.

I hated the feeling of being alone already but now,in a foreign area,double stressed.
I took out my phone ready to call..no..

I won't call them now..I can't after I've done so much wrong.They probably dont want to see me..They really don't huh..
My head hang low as I continue my way trough the market hoping so see my little brother here but Niki was so in his own world probably.

So...