-Guess who loves you??|Heesunwon|?

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I didn't knew...what Heeseung felt
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Sunghoon

"I WANT TO SEE MY SON!"Mr.Kim yelled at the nurses and doctors since hours now.

"They are ridiculous."my mother scoffed and sat down next to me.At first when we got the call,I was worried but after I saw his friends or lovers or whatever they are,I was kinda relieved...

I sat there looking at the floor.I dont know why but..

Flashback
2 years before/Sunghoon(17)
Sunoo(15)

"Ddeonu,you can cry all you want okay?Im here,aint I?"I held Sunoo tightly as he sat on my lap crying and sobbing his heart off.

Sunoo always struggled whenever he was alone..most of the time after his mother died.

"I-im fau-fault!"He cried and I hit his head."Are you nuts?!How are you fault Ddeonu?Because you wanted to watch a theatre show?Let me tell you something,you aren't fault,you never was fault,got it?"

I placed him on my blanket when I heared someone knocking on my door."Hey dad..I don't have time right now."I said when I unlocked my door.He held some snacks in his hand."Yea..no problem.I bought you guy's some snacks.He won't stay long right?"

I frowned when my dad asked this ridiculous question.Is he serious?

"He stays over."I coldly said back as he handed me the snacks.

"Sunghoon my son,he already stayed here 3 times this week.We missed the football game because of him."

I chuckled it anger."Well then it's the 4th time this week.Thanks."I shut the door closen.I turned around when I saw Sunoo wearing his jacket."I-i go.I d-do-don't wa-want to c-cau..cause t-trou-trouble."

I gave him a warm smile."You never are a troublemaker.Don't worry,me and my dad can go out another time.Tonight I'm fully yours."I kissed his cheek and laid him down in my bed again.

I never had a crush on Sunoo even tho people assumed it.I was just seeing him as my little cute brother.

I played his favourite song and waited till he fell asleep before I put the blanket around him.I took his phone and charged it,I sat down on my desk and made his homework he didn't had done today.

I couldn't know how it feels to lose one of his parents but I tried to understand him the best I could.

Good for me that I'm good at chemistry or I would have made his homework be a wonderful mess.

I needed two hours to get it done and I was glad seeing him sleeping peacefully..He deserves the best..my Ddeonu.

Flashback end

"LET ME SEE MY FUCKING SO-"

"STOP IT!ITS NOT LIKE YOU EVER CARED ABOUT HIM!"I finally snapped at my stepfather."TELL ME,DO YOU KNOW HOW OFTEN HE STAYED AT MY HOUSE WHILE CRYING HIMSELF INTO SLEEP.HOW OFTEN HE CAME LATE TO SCHOOL BECAUSE YOU DIDNT WANTED TO DRIVE HIM,HOW FUCKING OFTEN YOU FORGET TO MAKE HIM DINNER AND HE STARVED THE WHOLE NIGHT AND AFTER YOU KICKED HIM OUT FOR BEING GAY YOU CARE?!"

"Sunghoon!"my mom tried to shut me down but I had enough.

"If you get kicked out for being Gay,then I guess I need to pack up my stuff now."I stood up."You know what mother?Dad should be glad you left him because everyone of you is so disgusting,even dad.I should have never listened to anyone of you because all you do is FUCKING LIE!"I threw the vase on the wall next to my mom.

Mr.Kim and my mother flinched back by my sudden action.EJ tried to calm me down but I couldn't stop my tears.

I run into a randome room,I closed the door,locked it and let my body slide down it.

Why on earth am I even alive?Why me?

"Ehm..hey..?"

I looked up into the boys eyes.He waited with the others for Sunoo..wait...in what room am I?