OS Oneshots! (Object Show Oneshots!)

Beautiful

PLOT: Person A's depressed and cuts, Person B finds out and stops them while helping them out

NOTES: TW, Cutting, Depression, Voices, f-slur, all that scary stuff, be careful!!
Depressed!Leafy x Pin

Leafy's POV

I look at myself in the mirror. I look ugly...despite that I just put on a loose hoodie and some loose pants before heading out to the streets.

Once I arrived at school I looked around at everybody whispering to each other, probably mocking me and such. I waved at them nervously and some of them waved back a bit scared but some just glared at me and rolled their eyes. I walk to my locker and put my number until...

"Boo!"

"Ahh!" I whimper slightly while covering my eyes and pin laughs.
"Gatcha!"
"So mean!"
"Not mean if you reacted!" I sight while looking at Pin. She was my dream girl...but she's attractive to everybody. I can't compete with them...

"Alright whatever!" I was trying to hold back my tears from the voice in my head.

You should stop talking to her...that'll be your new goal so then you'll make her happier! That's what you want right?

Of course that's what I want.

So then the plan is to start ghosting her k?

...okay...

"Woah leafy, what's wrong? You look so gloomy and sad"

"Oh, just stressed out about schoolwork and such" I giggle. I never really did my homework because of how unmotivated I was though I tried my hardest to. I rub my arm slightly.

"...anyways what did you do at home?" I look to the side and think of a lie.

Went partying? Nah I'm so antisocial for that...family trip? Then I'd still be gone...

"I was at home relaxing..."

What the hell!? Now she-

"Oh goodness, did you do any homework AT ALL?"

"N-no..." I look away to hide my face.

"Oh goodness. It's okay, I can help you with it, maybe during Academic Collab Hour?"

"Yep! Sounds good! Same place?"

"Of course!" We walk to our next class together and I panic.

Why the fuck did you do that you stupid ass fuck?!

Once we arrived in English we entered and sat beside each other. I wanted to cut...so badly...

I have to wait till a reasonable time...

After about half the class goes by, I ask to go to the bathroom. The teacher approves it and I grab my bag to take out my supplies to what looks like I'd be on my period.

I walk out and start heading to the bathroom. Once I arrived I decided to go into the biggest stall with a small area to sit on besides the toilet seat. I sit near the window and start cutting.

It felt good...

I cut words into my arms, saying "Bitch, cunt, stupid, fag" all of those words. I smile at them because it's true. I take out my phone and put some playlist out about how you wish that your crush loves you back but it's hopeless...It kind of is...Pin already looks interested in Coiny so I doubt she'd like a person like me...

I hear a certain creak of the bathroom door. I shut my loud playlist off and stay quiet.

"Leafy? Where are you?"

Pin...

I stay more quiet and put my feet up against the wall so she doesn't see me.

"...I know you're hiding in the biggest stall. If you don't respond now I'm coming in..."

"I'm fine! Don't worry go back to class-"

"You've been in here for 15 minutes, come out please..." I hear the sadness in her voice. I can't handle anything like that. I sigh before opening it.

When I saw Pin's face, I immediately regret my decision. Her expression looked...scared...worried...I back up a little near the wall.

"W-why..?"
"It doesn't matter, just...a few scars, not so bad right? I mean, I've done worse-"

"You've done WORSE!?" I flinch a little to her voice and look at her to see disappointment in her eyes.

"I-...hehe, I meant like, I mean...there were other things worse that happened to me!"
"Stop trying to act like this isn't a big deal leafy-"
"It really isn't don't worry..." I smile nervously.

She's getting closer.

I back up...

Closer...back up...

Closer...

I hit the wall and started to nervously hold onto my arms.

Don't let her touch you...

"P-pin...get any closer and...and we aren't friends anymore-"
'You really think I care about our relationship more than your mental health? Yes I care about it, but it isn't as worthy as your mental health!"
"Pin, get away! I-..." My knees buckle and I fall to the ground with tears in my eyes. I feel Pin's hand on my arms, I guess checking them. I give her my arms. She looks at them and scans through them.
"You aren't even any of these..."
"I mean...yeah...I kind of am...my grades aren't that well and such..." I smile. She looks at me with sadness.

"You like smiling with these words..? That...you're that broken..?"
"Broken? Since when-"

"Beautiful...yet broken..." My heart aches at the tears Pin lets loose.

"Fuck...I-...I'm sorry...I should've been sneakier, I-"

"Leafy Evergreens!...please...don't ever...say that..." I look at Pin. My thoughts are throwing knives at my heart more and more.

"Leafy...don't listen to them..."

"..." I stay silent and look everywhere but her.

I'm the reason she cried...I am a fucking bitch...

"Leafy...please please please...promise me this..." She hugs me. I start tearing up, eventually just breaking in front of her.
"Shh shh shh...you're okay Leafy...it's okay....I'm here..." I hear her comforting words near my ear. I continue crying on my knees. Pin strokes my knotted messy hair.
After a bit I stopped crying.
"Leafy, listen to me okay?" I nod guiltily.
"Every time you get those voices and they want you to cut. Call me, text me, please...I don't want these to happen to you anymore..."

"...ok..."

"Pinky swear to me..." She sticks out her pinky and I did too. We link it together and we smile.
Pin then kisses my forehead which leaves me blushing wildly.

"Oh, I also knew you loved me from the start, and I do too, so don't EVER think I hate you or worse. I love you, so if your thoughts tell you that I don't then tell me okay?" I start to smile. I nod happily before nodding.
"Hey...pin...can I kiss you..?"

"What kind of question is that? Of course! Then I can get you some boba and some dolls after school?"

"Really!?" Pin nods and I cheer.
She pulls me towards her.

"Come here baby girl, you've done some bad things to your poor arms. How are you gonna be able to use them with these scars on here..?" She grabs some alcohol wipes from her bags considering how clumsy she gets with her scabs and bruises.

"I dunno...sorry..." I cry tears while Pin wraps my scars and covers them with her jacket.
"It's okay love, don't worry you couldn't help it...plus..."

"You look beautiful, despite all your scars..."