OS Oneshots! (Object Show Oneshots!)

I'm sorry...

"I-...why did I do that?? I'm a bad person- I-" I stop myself and continue to tug on the cotton sleeves. I stop after a bit and look at my arms. I started to bite on my arms softly and it felt good...

I continued biting on them, going harder and harder. I couldn't help it. It felt good.

I look at them to see blood coming out of my harmed arms and onto the sidewalk. I didn't care about them at the moment and wiped them on the tree which harmed them even more but at this point I just wanted them dry and not on my clothes. After wiping them I roll down my sleeves and stand up to walk to a nearby bench to sleep there for the night. I lay on the uncomfortable hard wood and start to rest my eyes. I've been doing this for a week. Thankfully, I had enough money to buy some small dry food and sleep in other parks that were far from the house that I called "home". It was the seventh night and I went to bed a bit hungry.

But I didn't know what happened...

When I woke up I was back inside a house. I was assuming I was back at the house I ran from. I pick myself up to a familiar scent of Nature's Lover perfume around. It hit me.

I'm back...

I panicked inside. I didn't want to be here after what I did to leafy.

I was looking everywhere for a place to escape. Anywhere so I don't come back here and do it again...

I feel arms wrapped around my waist which drains all color from my face.

"morning love..." Leafy...

"Hi- uhm...hi..."

"What's wrong?-"

"nothing, nothing..." I lay back down and face away leafy so that she's spooning me. Maybe she forgot about yesterday?

"I'm glad I found you pin. You were so far away and I was so nervous that you ran somewhere else and got kidnapped or somethin!" She certainly remembers.

"Yeah I- didn't get kidnapped leafy...don't worry about it" I was squirming a little to try and get out of the beautiful girl's arms but she tightens them.

"Where are you goin??" she curiously asks me.

"I just wanna make us some food leafy, I'm tired-"

"Are you still that scared?"

"...what?-"

"You're still scared...I can sense it..." I was panicking even more.

shit, how??

"Scared? What do you mean scared leafy?"

"You just got more nervous! Your heart beat is speeding up-" at that point I gave up on lying and started an attempt to leave the girl's warmth and to run away again. Unsurprisingly she was strong enough to keep me still.

"Let- let go leafy-"

"no!!"

"why??" I kept struggling some more. At this point I was already sitting up but leafy was laying on my side to keep me down.

"Leafy let go!-"

"I know what you're tryna do! Don't leave please!" I stop my struggles to look at her.

I regret that decision...

I saw her face that was wet, her eyes and nose were red from all the sniffling and tears that made her look miserable.

"...I missed you all night and it was so bad I just didn't wanna eat or do anything at all! I was on the floor crying all night not because of your disorder and how you slapped me..." she hugs my side as she continues to cry.

"I didn't cry because you hurt me...I didn't cry because you yelled at me...I didn't even cry because you swore! I cried because you left and I was all alone...I missed you in just the few hours you were gone..." She continued to cry as I sat there. Speechless and guilty...we stayed like that for a few more minutes and before realization got to me I was already crying.

"I-...I caused you to- cry..?"

"...yeah...kind of..." She sits up and wipes her eyes and looks at me. I didn't try to look away and just look at her with tears running down my face. She frowns and gently touches my face. I close my eyes tightly while continuing to cry.

"babe...you're okay...it's okay...don't feel bad I know that wasn't the real you..."

"I-I'm sorry" my sad high pitched voice comes in which tells leafy that I'm really upset. I didn't bother hiding anything at this point.

"It's okay! I know that wasn't you and I know you meant no harm...you're okay don't cry..." she hugs me while I just stayed put. We stayed like that for half an hour, just crying to each other and apologizing.

It was silent which I assumed was a perfect time for leafy to speak.

"Pin...love you don't gotta be sorry for harming me. It wasn't the real you who did it, it was your bad girl side I know it...it was bad pin's side, it wasn't you I know..." I just nod while looking away.

"I'm still sorry..."

"It's okay...you're okay, I'm okay. We're both okay in the end right?" I shook my head.

"Why love? What's wrong?" I sniffled before rolling up my sleeved shirt to show her my arm with bite marks and dried up blood along with some scratches from the bark I wiped them on. They were still pretty fresh because last night I but myself again from the anxious thoughts I had all week. She looked upset which made me feel like a bad person so I rolled them down and brought them back to myself.

"Sorry I shouldn't have done that to them...I just got anxious and I felt bad so I...did that- to my arms...I'm sorry-"

"You're fine! I'm lucky to know what to do when this happens!" She unlocks a med kit underneath our bed and grabs some rubbing alcohol and cotton balls along with some of those big bandaids. She pulls my arms to her and rolls up the sleeves. She then puts some of the alcohol on the cotton and dabs it on my skin. It stung. I hiss from the slight pain while closing my eyes.

"It's okay...it'll hurt because all of the bacteria. It won't hurt any further I promise. Just gotta add the bandage and...there!" I look down to see a wrap on my arms.

"Now you'll feel better soon!" I hug leafy and bring her down which causes her to shriek adorably. We both giggle once we fell on the soft blankets.

I missed leafy so much...

"Leafy in all honesty though...I'm sorry..."