(Ya'll aren't ready for this lmao)
After a small talk with my dad, I did my homework and immediately went to bed, it was almost impossible to fall asleep, my mind had a lot of things flying around, I couldn't stop overthinking, it made me feel dizzy and hurt for some reason, I was getting tired of all of this, I just wanted things to go back to normal and even a part of me wished again and again that I never opened the first letter my admirer sent. I started to think about my life back then, when I fell in love completely with the first person that said something cute to me, or when I used to be bullied... for some reason I felt melancholic and I wished things would go back.
It may sound stupid, but maybe, in another timeline, I never receive the admirer letters and Albert never changes, my life would've stayed out of trouble like that and I would've been happier.
If Albert hadn't changed....
And if the admirer never appeared....
I wouldn't have trouble to sleep right now.
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The next morning I woke up feeling tired and heavy, I had a weird feeling in my guts, I knew what was coming and for some reason that made me feel anxious once again, I stood up and did my whole routine, I walked downstairs to find that my dad had left to work already so I just ate a few cookies for breakfast and then walked out of my house, each of my steps dragging me closer to my school made me feel like I was sinking in quicksand and my breathing got heavier with nervousness, I always thought I would be dying of excitement and happiness when meeting my admirer and just now I realize all the feelings that I lost for him.
After a few minutes I arrived my school and forced myself to go to my locker, however, once I arrived I opened the door and took a look inside, there wasn't anything inside except for my usual books and items, I frowned a little in confusion and then thought that maybe he didn't place a note today because we're meeting anyway, I sighed and took my books, the same time that I closed my locker in the corner of my eye I could see miss Victoria secret walking towards me, I prepared myself and decided to defend me with whatever she had planned for today.
Kirsten: Beautiful morning to lose your friends!
Yn: It was pretty beautiful until you showed up
She laughed and crossed her arms around her chest
Kirsten: Someone's angry, don't frown or you'll get wrinkles
I rolled my eyes
Yn: Well you won, the whole school knows about my secret and my friends are mad at me, what do you want now?
Kirsten: I'm just wondering, why are you still here?
Yn: What?
Kirsten: Yeah like, you don't have nothing else in the school, why stay?
Yn: I won't switch schools Kirsten; you should be mature enough to understand that my studies don't have anything to do with my social life
Kirsten: If I was you, I would switch immediately, if you know what's better for you
Yn: I'm happy I'm not you then
Kirsten: Keep defending yourself all you want, I already messed up your life, good luck trying to fix it
The anger crawled from the depths of my heart to my mouth, I was about to snap and say something when Mark walked towards us, he stood next to me and looked Kirsten up and down.
Mark: How about leaving Kirsten?
She laughed
Kirsten: It's a free country I can stay if I want

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BULLY (AlbertxReader)
Fanfiction?? Yn is an intelligent girl who must deal with bullying during her last year of school along with her group of best friends... One day out of nowhere she starts receiving letters from a secret admirer and must face this and more situations to bre...