"Welcome to being treated like shit for no reason."
In which a black woman falls in love with an asian man who takes discrimination on a stride.
Started: 8/05/2020
Ended: 1/01/2023
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"I've narrowed it down to three penthouses that we can go see this weekend."
"Yeah," Chai murmured from his comfortable position on my lap. My legs were practically dead but, I missed him so much. His grandparents finally left and he was exhausted but he made it a point to come and see me.
"Love are you ok?"
"Sorry baby, I'm just tired. Japan next week will be the break we both need. Have you noted down places you want to go to yet?"
I am the worst on the planet but, you can't blame me... he's speaking to me in that tired voice and his tone could not be smoother and lower... And he just gives me that tired stare and I can't help it.
"Chai, are you tired," I asked, running my hands through his soft hair.
...
"Do you think I'm selfish if I mention that I want a ring? Because sis, when is he giving me one?"
"Girl, it's Somchai, he probably has a plan to officially propose."
"Yeah but I want him to do it right now."
I meannnn... I am happy to know his family and all but every girl dreams of a ring. Like the statement purge that says:
Gotcha bitch.
Sometimes I just feel like Chai and I have truly started backwards.
We were just together... he never asked me to officially date like, we just knew that we were exclusive. He didn't really ask me to marry beforehand, he just announced that we were going to... to everyone. And I mean everyone.
So yes, I do want something official and to be asked. It's not like I'll say no like I don't even know what that means when Chai gets down on one knee. I just want to be asked.
"Do you think I'm getting swept up in everything?"
"Yes, like a leave in Autumn."
"Sam!"
"You know I'd tell you the truth but you know what? Why is that a bad thing? This is what you've always asked... to be taken care of, to have someone do all the work and to have men in your life who go hard for you. Say what you want but, Mr Kim showed up and showed out. Destroyed a girl's career over you being disrespected."
She fucked around and found out.
"I know but I'm just scared that I'll change..."
"Change is not bad and you should be moving different. Life is different for you now and you shouldn't be ashamed to be happy Nay."
"I-... Thank you Sam," I whispered reaching for her hand.
"If you're really thankful, I want a Birkin sugar momma," she whispered squeezing back.
