Lost in Time [AddxEve Elsword]

Add's POV
"Glave, I wanna take up Diabolic Esper"
"Kukuku~ I trust you know the dangers. Things may not end as you want to..."
"Just give me the last quest"
"Impatient little child, this behaviour will lead you to your downfall"
"Shut up will you"

I have decided to take up Diabolic Esper and change my past for good and then return to Eve. The past has been driving me crazy and I have so much business I have, left undone in the past, I'm sure that this will be a step in the right direction for me! For the future!
Eve has been doing a lot for her quest for Code:Battle Seraph, I must do the same! Do my best!
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"Hey Eve! I have just about finished my last quest and am about to change, how about you?"
"I'm close to finishing but I still need to do some finalising"
I really wanted Eve to encourage me, is that too much? Am I being selfish and childish?
"Well bye Eve..."
"Bye" I turned around and started heading towards Glave for one last checkupI'm full of anxiousness and anxiety, I am finally, finally able to see mum..
"Kukuku~ Add, you have arrive. I'll assume that means you're ready?"
"Hmmf, of course I'm ready"

I felt this bolt of electricity, like a hammer striking my head, the blur of whiteness slowly faded away revealing a painfully nostalgic image.
I saw my mum, standing there at the kitchen bench making lunch, just she always did.
"Mum!"
"Add! Time for lunch"
"Yes mum!"

Huh? That's... Me.

"This has peas in it, I don't like it!"
"Add, you have to eat it, be a good boy!"
This can't be happening
"Hmmf! Ok then, I'll eat it for your sake!"
"Haha, good boy!"
No...
"I love you mum!"
"I love you too Add!"

My calculations can't be wrong! I went over and over it several times, there shouldn't be a chance of it malfunctioning and delusioning it! Mum. Mum. Mum. Mum. mumuumumummumuum.
"MMUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMM!"
I love you.... Mum......
"AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....................mum..........."

"PATHETIC! ALL OF YOU! YOU ARE BOTH SO PATHETIC, YOU ARE JUST GOIN' TO IGNORE ME AND DIE! YOU HEAR MEE? YOU WILL SUFFFER. LISTEN TO ME YOU FUCKING RETARDS! LISTEN TO MEEEEEEEEEEE!"
"Hmmf, pathetic... PATHETIC! YOU'RE ALL SO PATHETIC!"
"AAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH"

I guess I just lost control of myself like I did 8 years ago... I gained my sanity back, but now it has been crushed again, just like that... Why am I so fragile, I shouldn't be like this, I'm meant to be strong, smart, the master if this! But why...
I, can't
Go on like this
Anymore
Someone save me
From these depths
Eve...
I'm sorry
I can't return to you
I'm not the same
But please....
Try,
At least try to accept me for what I am now.
It all happened so quickly, I wasn't ready for this, I couldn't change anything.
"I'm sorry... Mum....." I'm sorry, Eve...
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Eve's POV
I had just finished collecting enough moonstones for the last part of my quest, my heart fluttered anxiously but at the same time, frightened.
I brought the moonstones to the enclosure I was working in and braced myself, simply stepped into my case,
Closed the door,
And closed my eyes.

"Code: Battle Seraph, activated"

"Energetic Heart... Psychic Artillery"
The light shone dimly, the surroundings seemed more white. I glided out of where I was laying and slid to the exit.
My hair got longer, it was fluttering just above where I stood. Moby and Remy also changed, they both grew wings, the same transparent colour as the crown attached to my head.

As I headed out, all that was in my head was the Nasod Kingdom.
The King passed, I need to take in my roll, as the queen.
For the resurrection of the Nasod Kingdom...

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As I headed towards our camp I saw Elsword, Aisha, Elesis, Rena and Raven together.
"Ah! Eve, you finally got your second job!" Shouted Elsword.
I nodded back silently.
"Hey, Eve, have you seen Add anywhere?" Asked Elesis, staring at me, scanning me up and down. I shook my head.
"Oh, ok then..." Elesis said nonchalantly.
I felt a cold glare pin my back as I walked passed the group.
It didn't bother me.