You Kept Your Promise (Sequel to Jade And Onyx)

Me: I JUST FINISHED FREE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE. ALSO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IM A PIECE OF SHIT BUT IM GONNA TRY.

Me: no seriously you guys know I'm always honest and realistic with you and tell you my problems. Thank you for being here to put up with my shit. Since the thing I haven't been myself (I've been enjoying things less and less and I'm losing motivation with all my stories). I'm over it yeah but here's the real reason I'm still like this: the previous chapter was actually because of my "friends" who have actually become even better friends with the dude who caused all this shit so yeah that fucking sucks. If one of them ever went through what I did I wouldn't hesitate to stop talking to the dude that hurt them and insult them every chance I got. Seriously, it pisses me off; like why would you become better friends with someone who hurt your friend you've had for 7 years? Honestly I just wanna backtrack to January and switch bodies with the two of them so they know what it's like. All the bullshit and crying and hating myself at night I went through, it's not a fucking joke and they act like it is by constantly bringing him up and what they do in class and tease me about having at least one kid with him and giving me his surname. What the fuck is up with that. If they're doing it on purpose I swear I'll tell them every bit of this because at this point they're not acting like good friends. I'm fucking glad this happened actually so I could realize who my real friends were.

Me: Seriously though. The only reason I don't update frequently is because if I did the weekly updates they'd be crappy chapters and you guys don't deserve that. If I updated weekly the plot would be all over the place and fucked up. I only update when I'm feeling up to it not because I'm lazy but because I actually wrote something decent. I hope you understand, I'm sure you wouldn't want icky chapters either. In all honesty I don't even know how to continue with this chapter but I'll give it my best since you've been asking for updates. Alright, here we go! Also look out for a teeny POV change. I don't usually like doing that anymore but it'll be fine this once.

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"Sakura don't you have work in like 30 minutes?" Ashton said leaning over my bed.

"Hmm yeah," I answered, turning around and burrowing under the covers. I'd rather stay home. At this point I'd rather do nothing at all.

What's the point in anything.

"You have to go to work you know," he chided me.

"Yeah, yeah."

"Sakura...you haven't been yourself lately. What's up?"

I still haven't told them. I'd rather not bring it up. I feel a little guilty not telling the twins but the guilt always goes away after a while.

"Don't worry about it," I said as I got up from my bed. I'd rather go to work than talk about this.

"Sakura-"

"Big case," I sighed before mumbling, "horrible teammates."

"What-"

"Don't push it. Please leave so I can get changed."

He looked hurt for a moment before nodding and closing the door behind him.

Is it bad that I felt absolutely nothing at the hurt look on his face?

I locked the door and picked out an outfit. Unlike the first day, I didn't care which one it was. I just wanted to get this day over with.

I just wanted to go back to bed.

I walked out with headphones in my ears.

The only thing right now that can help me through my day is music.