?Karmic ending?

? 57 ?

"Why would I lie to you?"

"Aint no way the sexiest man alive walking around with 4 bodies."

"Sex isn't everything"

"Who all your bodies. I already know I am one so who are the other three?"she questioned with her fingers below her chin, eyes furrowed as she examined me.

"No you said you'd tell me yours. Who took your virginity?" I asked unashamed, her mouth agape, eyes falling to the floor.

"Um I...mines 5" she said before scurrying off. Without a hitch I ended by her side and held her hand.

"I know about Sean and Maurice and I but who else?" I asked and she abruptly stopped and turned to me.

"I had a one night stand. Chloe recommended him and the other is....Maurice best friend. He was my first" she responded, eyes brimming with tears and I caught her face before she turned away.

"What did he do?" I asked dreading the answer myself.

"I- I'm disgusting. I've been disgusting bitch. I-I haven't been g-good from the get go." She sobbed, tears rolling down her cheeks like a waterfall.

"No don't say that. Tell me what happened. I won't judge. I'll listen. Let me in" I pleaded barely able to handle the distraught look on her face.

Taking a deep breath, she attempted to wipe away the tears but they would just be replaced with fresh ones.

"Maurice and I were sweet in the beginning. We've been dating a steady  good month. I was already acquainted with his two best friend's. A girl and a boy. I didn't feel comfortable around the guy tho. Just the way he talked to women set me off. I tried to say something about it but Maurice always shrugged shit off with them. The girl best friend wasn't too bad but she had her ways. You couldn't live with her. Girl acted like she was the shit. Fucking pissed me off." She sniffled and took a breath then continued.

"One night during our second month. Maurice went out on into the night to grab something from his uncle and get us some food too. That left me and his guy friend alone. I....I remember feeling this feeling wash over me as soon as he walked out the door.

Goosebumps swarmed my skin. It's as if my body could tell he was watching me....waiting. I went up to my room immediately and locked the door. I was in there for around 20 minutes when I remembered I left my earphones down stairs and I was thirsty.

Unlocking the door I was faced with him. The look he gave me....I- " Bryony's voice broke. I held her by the shoulders and held her chin up.

"Before I could ask what he wanted he held a gun to my chest. At first I thought it was something else so I tried pushing at his chest when I felt the cold metal press between my breast. He ordered me to step inside and strip. I hesitated at first and begged him. I would do what he wanted if he spared my life. Anything but penetration. But he insisted and ordered me to strip so I did. Then he started talking dirty to me and made me do oral sex on him. But it was quick. I offered to give him a condom from Maurice's dads room but he slapped me and accused me of saying he had an STD or something. I cried as he went in bare. I screamed but the rain. It masked everything. Everything but his grunts and him calling me a fucking slut and that I've been acting up and was practically begging for his attention....so um there you have it. The story of my virginity" she chuckled with a sniffle.

"What? How comes? You reported him right?"

My heart shattered as she shook her head before hiding her face. I looked off registering everything she said.

She was always so bright and confident. So bratty but vibrant.

Like a broken TV station I watched as my previous thoughts off her faltered off into bits, while some remained dangling from her heart broken pieces.