Obscuring The Flow BNHA x Reader

You stared yourself in the mirror, the “ birth marks “ where you had been stabbed on your previous life, Katsuki’s burn on your left arm along with Toga’s cuts a little further down, Chisaki had not healed them and he had left something on your right. A deep red scar where he had chopped your arm off ‘ That fucking sicko. If this is how many I have now I don't want to think how many I'll get further in.’ you thought shuddering at the feeling as you buttoned your pj’s, laying on your bed you sighed, it had been months since then, you were back to school, back to worrying about Toga and her just ignoring you.

” You’re walking alone again?” asked one of the girls and you nodded “ Yea, sorry but I’m meeting up with a friend from my old school.” you said picking up your things “ And Himiko is also busy. What’s with you guys?” sighed another girl making you raise an eyebrow “ She’s busy?” you asked and the girl nodded “ I heard she’s going to confess to Saito today. Finally, confessing to him at the last year.” said another girl.

Eyes wide with pure terror “ W-when?” you asked her voice cracking “ Why? You like him as well? Is that why the two of you stopped talking?” she asked and yelped when you grabbed her “ WHERE! AND WHEN!” you yelled in panic fearing for the worst “ Today, last period I think she said she’ll wait for him at the hall of the art classroom.” she said and you made a run for it. The girls looked at one another before one of them run after you to at least try and find out what caused all that fear.

Running through the halls you stumbled “ HIMIKO!” you yelled turning to the hallway, you froze seeing the few drops of blood staining the tiles. Toga was kneeling in front of Saito’s lifeless body, sucking his blood out of a straw while holding his hand tightly, tears of what you assumed to be relief and regret streaming down her face. A screamed echoed, the girl that had followed you covering her mouth while staring at the morbid scene infront of you.

Toga run at you with incredible speed, taking out the box cutter she aimed for the girl, you quickly grabbed your classmate and clapped your hands creating a small shield to deflect the blade. You locked eyes with the blond, tears still running down her face, she pushed you back and started running down the stairs. Placing your classmate down you tried to compose yourself “ Call for a teacher! Tell them what happened.” you said “ W-where are you going?” she asked still trembling “ After her.” you said following after Toga.

You followed her at the exit leading to back of the school “ Himiko!” you yelled creating a barrier around the two of you. Golden eyes glared at you but softened “ Are you going to try and hand me to the police?” she asked and you sucked in your lips “ I’m sorry. I really am. But I know you didn’t mean to kill him, I know this is caused by your Quirk. If we explain to the police then they might be able to help you.” you said heart sinking “ No, they will just think of me as a devil, like my parents…like you.” she said and run at you.

Side stepping the box cutter slashed your chest, Hawk’s feather being cut in half, the piece sticking to the ground with your blood “ Just stop pretending and say it! SAY THAT YOU HATE ME!” she yelled going at you again “ I DON’T HATE YOU!” you yelled reflecting the weapon  “ I NEVER COULD HATE YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOU’RE SUFFERING!” you yelled grabbing her hands “ Liar! I saw how you looked at me! You say you understand but you’re too different! Always surrounded by people, always loved by everyone.” she said going for a kick to your jaw.

Avoiding it you pushed her back “ I loved that little birdy.” she mumbled whipping her tear stained face and smearing it with blood “ I loved my friend.” she sobbed clenching the box cutter “ I love you.” she said looking up at you. Hearing the police sirens and yelling you dropped the barrier “ Go…just….go. I can’t hand you over.” you sighed giving her a tearful gaze ‘ This will lead her straight to the events of the series. She’ll murder more people and then join the league.’ you thought lowering your head “ If you do that your future as a hero….” she stoped and smiled “ I’ll figure something to say, just g-“ 

Mouth agape you looked down as the blade was driven deeper in your body “ Himi-“ the girl sushed you “ That’s my gift to you, an alibi.” she said pulling the blade out. You stumbled holding yourself from the railing “ This is goodbye. ( N/n)-chan if I see you again let’s be together again.” she said transforming into you as you dropped to the ground eyesight turning blurry ‘ I swear if I faint I’m going to fucking lose it.’ you thought body slamming to the ground ” Miss are you alright?” asked a police officer ‘ Do I look alright?’ you thought not being able to speak “ Get a medic find the girl. Do you know where she went?” he asked you and you pointed at the opposite direction before you lost consciousness.

Opening your eyes you could hear your mother crying “ Mom?” you croaked out “ Oh my baby! You’re up, you’re ok.” she cried as she hugged you, hearing your mother’s cries your father entered the room crying out in relief and joining the hug “ How long was I out?” you mumbled trying to get your senses balanced out “ A couple of hours. The stab wasn’t that deep but you lost a lot of blood.” said your father whipping his tears away " I couldn't belive it when we earned it was Toga. She looked like such a well behaved girl." sighed your mother.

After you woke up the events went as you expected them too, the police questioned you, Inasa and Izuku coming to visit you both having to be dragged out of the room by your father as they refused to leave. What you didn’t expect was a Pro Hero other than Best Jeanist to visit you, the blond tried to catch his breath “ Hawks?” you asked as the man panted “ I- my feather…Heard what happened from your parents.” he huffed plopping on the chair next to your bed “ Did you just flew here?” you asked him giving him your glass of water “ Yes, I felt my feather getting sliced, that isn’t something you can easily do. On my way I saw the news, recognised the school uniform. You can imagine how worried I was.” he sighed taking hold of your hand.

Your face flashed “ You were worried?” you asked and the male nodded “ Shouldn’t I be? After all you have knack for getting yourself into trouble, don’t you Chicky?” he asked trying to give you a teasing smirk that came out nervous " I'm sorry. For making you come all the way here." you said and the male grabbed the chain you used to hold his feather " Just try to stay out of trouble." he said offering you a new one.

Both your parents stared at the other group " We cannot even begin to express our apologies." said Himiko's father, both of her parents bowing their heads  " I cannot even imagine how you managed to make your kid turn out like this." spat your father as he held your hand " We never thought that she would go threw with harming someone. " said Togas mother half sobbing half whining " It's not Himiko-" " Please do not say that name. We have casted aside that thing and served all connections to her." said her father making you grit your teeth " Honey please control yourself." whispered your mother as your expression darkened  " That demon is no longer our chil-" 

Toga's mother screamed as you launched at her husband " YOU DROVE HER TO HER BREAKING POINT!" you yelled fist landing on his face  " NEGLECTING HER AND FORCING HER TO PUSH DOWN HER QUIRKS DESIRE!" you said punching his again as your parents screamed for you to stop " THE ONLY DEMON HERE IS YOU!" you screamed going to land another punch but your hand was held back.

" Control yourself!" scolded Best Jeanist standing at the entrance of your leaving room,one  hand raised ad the other hiding a card and flowers, fabric wrapped around your arm to keep your fist back " I understand that you are upset! And I understand the actions these parents have taken are quiet frustrating but you cannot act out like this!" said the Pro Hero  as you got up and he undid your binds " Get out of my sight." you spat at the bloodied man whose wife was fussing over him.