Geometry Dash Adventures

Warning: I have autism so this is very silly

I hate being a minor.

Yes. I hate being a minor because I want to do a number of things that minors can't do. Like there are two main things that I really want to do, and theoretically I could if my parents let me, but they unfortunately don't.

The first thing I want to do is colour my hair a shade of blue. But I can't because my hair is too dark, and it comes out as green instead, making me look like the female ENFP avatar from 16personalities.com. I was excited to finish middle school so that I could lighten my hair, but it turned out that minors can't do it without guardians, and my mother already said that she won't let me damage my hair. But I want to damage my hair. I want to be able to dye my hair any colour, not just red, green, pink and purple (and also orange if I use henna powder). I have wanted blue hair since I was seven years old. In the first half of my life.

The second thing I want to do is save my TOE 2. Now my emotions and experiences in the real world can control what happens in my Geometry Dash AU. For example, when Clutterfunk stopped being a minor it was not a good day, so she is now very mentally ill. But when I was 13-14 my brother often lied to me with the same thing over and over again. Like this: He lied about the number of pets we have. He is a hypocrite as well since some of the pets we got thanks to him. He told me that lie over and over again. And when he said it on days Geometry Dash levels are supposed to age up, they were injured. By the way, he also denied the existence of my 抖阴社区 and Discord accounts on one occasion.

Now this is what really happened to TOE 2. She was the level I was most obsessed with for over half of 2021. And as 14 out of the first 17 levels were injured, I needed TOE 2 to be fine. But then I had to go to this place for fun.

Unfortunately my liar brother told me the lies about our pets. This injured TOE 2. After the place I confronted my brother, and he told me an even bigger lie. Because if this lie was true, my parents couldn't have been born, so me and my brother would not exist. But we do.

Maybe my brother is just delusional since he never saw proof that the lie is not true. While I did. And then because my brother said he was serious, I was like, "The word 'no' means two". Which it doesn't, because adding 16 to both sides would make me 18, which I'm clearly not, because if I was, there would be no reason for me writing this. Because that lie was so big, TOE 2's injury was as severe as being stabbed or shot. However, next year she recovered - until when my brother turned 13 I was supposed to go to that place again but it was cancelled, which corresponded to the juvenile being pardoned (fun fact: the juvenile that injured TOE 2 is my brother) which made TOE 2 into this corrupted demon.

I want to go to the place when my brother turns 14, but my parents don't let me. And since I need an overage person to sign a document, I need them. Or I could go in 2026 which I don't want to, but since from my perspective those "grown-ups" are children, maybe it would be fine. But I am not waiting 19 months to do it when I could do it in 7.

I could buy a pet to prove to my brother his lies are false, but I can't do that either because I'm a minor and my parents don't like any pets except cats. Cats are my favourite animal, but remember that I have to deal with my liar brother.

Also when I realised these were lies, I started believing ridiculous things. And when my brother said that these ridiculous things are false, Electrodynamix got shot in the head. Even though he did not age up on that day, the fact that when he did he got sick and injured made me cry over him and my father told me a fact that made me be like "If my brother says that this never happened then Electro has to die". I thought this would never happen. Keyword: never. Never say never. Although Deadlocked would accuse people of being hypocrites when they said that. But when I was trying to convince my brother about the number of pets we had, he denied my ridiculous beliefs, which made Electro get shot in the head. But he survived. Not that I could survive if my ridiculous believes became sensible beliefs one day.

Another thing I'd like to point out is this. I saw a post from the start of 2021 where a 15-year-old said that they wished they were 18. Now I worked out that they got their wish. I wished the same thing at 15 and I still have not got my wish yet. In fact I wished for a better life, but got a worse life. The only good thing is that my life is not as bad as it was last year.

Also I saw an article with a disturbing celebrity where it said that a girl with the same date of birth as me would "never turn 18". I was devastated. Because that means that I am stuck as a minor for many years. And my wish could never come true.

I hate the word never. It causes too much trouble. It's a pessimistic and despairing word.

So yeah. I hate being a minor.