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Father's Warning

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Dad got drunk and warned me about the dangers of almost legal drinking

Said to watch out for men who talk nice just to try to get girls naked

Drink my curiosities where its safe at home instead

We tend to cheers to the holidays, so I fill my glass with red


Coming to, I laughed

How absurd a warning

Especially because I already know that

God knows I learned my lesson when a whore of a boy taught me


Got me wasted in my bedroom

Tried to calm my fears with soft spoken words

Put his hand under my waistband

Thought my fading into silence meant I wanted more


How grotesque his actions

How harmful the hearts he once traced

My skin was ablaze while he was heaving

How could I think that was love's embrace?


The shame returns when the world turns silent

I worry his actions have left me stained

Dad knows best, I tell him I know that

What he doesn't know is that he told me too late


December 3, 2024

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