|| Sanity || The only thing keeping you apart || (stein x reader soul eater)||

"Day three of 25, Entry 24." 

The blindfold was still on, covering me from the cruel world outside. I felt cold, frozen, numb. 

"Experiment No. 23rd.....failure. The specimen failed to participate. Results: negative. Specimen: stable. Failure: death. The cause of Death: injection No. 009, black matter. Brain activity: semi-active. Heart Rate: stable. Bloodstream: stable. The specimen reacted negatively even after precautions were made. The failure of this trial proved that the specimen is unable to control brain activity and emotion radioactivity. Everything so far looks perfect. No harm was caused. This proved that the specimen is capable of controlling self-harm, both mentally , emotionally, and physically. Further information still needs to be gathered." 

I tried to move. 

.....monster......

The only things I was able to accomplish was the twitch of my left pinky figure. I guess they did numb me. 

........I am.........

I heard the doctor talk on about how the case wasn't successful. I heard him move from one place in the lab to the other. I kept trying. 

.....monster....I am......monster......

Argh! I wanted so badly cut that thought out of my head. I'm no monster! I'm human!! This isn't fair! I'm human, human, human, human. 

You think so......

I froze at the sound of the voice. 

YoU ThInK yOu No MoNsTeR........bUt....YoU aRe......

I tried to think about it. This is crazy....I'm not going crazy....I'm human.....I'm normal.....I can live a normal life.....

MonSteR.......

....I have a home.....

oN tHE sTReeT........

...........I have family........

The DoCtoR And HIs WifE loVE tO MESS yOU Up........

..........I'm human............

YoU MONstEr.........

...........but.....I'm not.....a monster......

I heard a beeping noise to my right. I was still connected to the monitor. 

"Brain Activity: Unstable. Doctor!" Yelled a nurse. "The specimen is reacting to the solution!" I heard footsteps. I panicked. I remembered the pain from last time, the way the darkness consumed me. I can't take it. Not again. Not here. I tried to pull at the straps holding me down. But they were reinforced to prevent any attacks.....failures.....from happening. This only added to my panic. 

....please......

I heard movement, urgent talking. 

.....no, please......

"Doctor...."

"Get the inject No. 043. We need to see this at its max." 

NO!!! PLEASE NO!! 

"Yes, Doctor. NO. 043 is ready to be injected." 

"Wait. We need to wait for another wave. Then inject it." 

NO, PLEASE!!! 

"Now." I felt stinging on my right arm. White hot pain exploded in my head, causing my vision to blur and go white. There was silence as the lab coats waited for any reaction. There was none. I felt the slump of the shoulders from the nurse. 

"Do it again." 

NO, PLEASE. I BEG OF YOU!! 

"But Doctor, won't what happen last time....happen again?" 

ANYTHING BUT THAT!!

"I don't care. We can always get another one if this one fails. We can at least do it without creating a mess." I lost my voice. I couldn't yell, protest, couldn't move. 

PLEASE STOP!

"But Doctor....wouldn't that...break the rules....what if the government were to find out....."

I felt the doctor grip the side of the table. He was clearly mad. 

"Shut the fuck up. The government will never know. And if you think of trying something...I'll torture you too." His last words were dripping deadly lust and evil that everyone stood still. Frozen by panic. 

.....please......don't do it......

"Now for this next one, inject No. 043 on the right side of her ribs. See if that causes anything." 

........

"Yes, Doctor." 

I wave of white pain exploded at my side. I even arched my back forward, trying to escape the pain. 

"Brain Activity: unstable. Heartbeat: 102 beats per minute. Bloodstream: quick." 

My chest left like it would explode. It hurts so bad, it's like something id tearing you from the inside...making sure you neve make it out alive. 

ARGHHH!! 

I kept twitching, moving, it felt like if I didn't move....I wouldn't be able to escape the feeling. 

"Someone, please strap her down. She is over reacting." 

"Yes, Doctor." I felt arms hands, holding me down as I kept squirming. 

NEED TO LEAVE......

"Heart Rate: increasing to 123 beats per minute." 

My chest....I could feel anything. 

"Doctor!! Her chest! It's moving!!"

....that's my heart screaming for you to STOP!!

"Shit. We messed up. Inject her and get it over with." 

NO NOT AGAIN!!

"Yes, Doctor." 

A familiar sting at my shoulder told me what that meant. 

...SLeEP TiME........

.....no.....please.....stop....it,......

I felt myself start to get numb, my motions were starting to slow.....my breathing becoming less and less.....my life slipping but not really.....

"Oh and...."

I heard the Doctor and for some reason, something told me to hear what he was about to say.

"....don't call it a 'she', it is not like us....not human.....it is a monster. Get that straight." 

"Yes...Doctor." 

..........

Darkness.