*No Exit* ~°Hyungwonho°~

"Hey, Hyungwon, do you have a moment to talk?" Wonho asked as soon as he spotted the younger visual sitting on the couch with the two maknaes playing games on Jooheon's laptop happily. The sloghtly taller but still younger visual turned around and nodded uneasily.

"Of course, Jooheon, Chankyun, let me out." He smiled at the two younger males because he was sitting in the middle of the couch with those two on both sides of him and so he was trapped between them and the table. When he was finally free, he walked over to the room Hoseok entered and looked at the older man with what could be described as fear in his eyes.

Did he notice my looks? Does he want me to stop? Oh god, what if he thinks I'm disgusting..? What if he wants me to leave the band? What if...

"Look, Hyungwon, I know you like me. And I know you like me more than a friend." Wonho started slowly. He had no idea how to ask someone out because it's always been obvious - if there was someone he liked, he smiled at them and they were all his. At least until the next morning, after they got what they both wanted. He didn't mind it though, he also liked the nights spent with strangers and absolutely loved the idea of 'no strings attached' so he didn't complain.

Shit, no, no, no, please don't make him hate me, please don't make him hate me...

"And I just wanted to tell you that..."

"Please, don't be disgusted, I'll stop liking you, I'll do whatever you want just let us stay friends, don't make me leave the band, please..." Hyungwon interrupted him with his huge eyes pleading and...
were those tears?

"No, no, Hyungwon, let me finish. I'm not disgusted with your feelings, I'm not disgusted with you. How could I be disgusted when I feel the same towards you?" He spoke up before the taller boy could finish his speech and start crying. When he looked into his friend's eyes, he saw one sheer disbelief.

"Are you serious? I mean, is that some kind of a joke? Because if it is, you're just being cruel and I know I'm the one to fault here but aren't you taking your revenge too far?" Hyungwon asked and you could sense the quiet anger hidden beneath layers and layers of hurt.

"I'm not lying. It's not a joke. I really like you." Wonho answered, trying to sound as convincing as possible at the moment. And boy, was it hard. Lying straight into your insecure friend's face was something he would definitely not like to get used to.

"And you're sure of your feelings? It's not some kind of a prank, there's no hidden camera or anyone making you do that?" Hyungwon asked and really, it would be easier for Hoseok if he didn't question his words.

"No, Chae Hyungwon, I really, honestly and truthfully like you. More than a friend. More than anyone in my life. Do I have to prove it to you?" He sighed exasperated and got closer, slowly taking his friend's head in his hands and putting his lips on the younger visual's.

And at that moment Hoseok hated himself.

How could he be so cruel. How could he use his friend's feelings for his own benefits? How could he lie to his friend, someone so dear to him? In his eyes, he was a scum. The lowest being on earth.

And the worst thing was, he was enjoying every moment of it as long as his lips stayed on Hyungwon's.

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Oh my, did I just do what I did? Please don't hate me 😅😅😅