*No Exit* ~°Hyungwonho°~

Hyungwon? I brought you something to eat, it's time to wake up..." Wonho spoke softly after closing the door behind him. Jooheon's words still rang in his head but he knew it was not the time to be thinking about it. He needed to ease his conscience for now.

When instead of the grumpy response he got a whimper coming from Hyungwon's bed he slowly put the plate on the nearest bed table and walked over to the sleeping boy.

It was nothing new - Hyungwon having nightmares. It was always Hyunwoo calming him down because he was always closer, but now, since the whole bet has started, Hoseok found it one of his responsibilities to help Hyungwon go through the terrifying dream he was dreaming.

"Hyungwon, darling, hey, wake up, it's just a dream, none of this is real, wake up..." He started his chant, slowly running his hand up and down his boyfriend's arm. When that didn't work, he thought of a better idea.

He slowly got into the bed with the younger boy and hugged him, slowly rocking his body while doing so.

"Hey, pretty boy, wake up, open those beautiful eyes for me, please. It's all just a bad dream..." He started once again and this time, he succeeded. The visual in his arms opened his eyes rather abruptly and with a terrified gasp. He took in his surroundings and when he realised someone was in his bed with him, he stumbled to the corner of his bed as if Hoseok would somehow hurt him.

"Whoa, whoa, calm down, it's only me..." Wonho held his hands in a surrender gesture trying to calm the taller boy down. When Hyungwon noticed it was indeed only his boyfriend he took a deep breath and visibly relaxed.

"What are you doing in my bed?" He asked, running a hand through his hair.

"Well, first I need to tell you that when I first entered the room I had no intention in getting here, I mean it your bed. I made you breakfast and thought I'd wake you up and give it to you but you had a nightmare so I tried to calm you down and nothing seemed to work and it was the only thing I could think of that had any chance to actually help so... yeah..." He smiled nervously, scratching the back of his neck.

"Wow... I'm sorry about that... and thank you, it's really nice of you to do that all for me." Hyungwon smiled shyly and for a moment Hoseok forgot that he was only pretending to be in love with the beautiful and innocent boy in front of him.

"No problem, really. I'm glad you're happy about it." He answered, giving Hyungwon the sandwich. They sat in silence for a while and the thinner boy couldn't not ask one question that's been on his mind since the day they started going out.

"Hoseok, why me?" He asked but the question seemed so forced out, they both couldn't help but cringe a little.

"What do you mean?" Wonho smiled softly, taking the younger idol's hand into his. Maybe I can end it now... I will tell him the truth, apologise and end it.

"Why did you chose me? I'm nothing special and I'm not a girl on top of that. Besides, I don't know a single person who would like to go out with me so why would someone like you chose someone like me when you can have anyone?" I can tell him the truth, I need to do it, it's not fair.

Wonho kept quiet for a moment, the battle he was fighting against his pride was invisible on his face but inside, he was literally wrecking himself in the fight.

To hell with the bet, he doesn't deserve that.

Do you want to be another nightmare he'll fall asleep to?

But I can't play with his feelings like that, they're too pure, I can't use them because of some stupid bet. It's not right.

Do you want the bet to be over and forgotten or do you want it to hunt you forever?

The truth is more important than my safe conscience. I just can't keep it up, the longer I do it to him, the more it'll hurt him later.

He had made a decision and it was the best decision he could make. It was the decision he should have had made at the very beginning.

"Because I can't imagine loving another person."

Wait.

That was not what he planned to say.

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