Save Me Before I Fall (rewriting owo)

I'm empty.

No matter who I see, I feel nothing. Even pain eludes me.

Maybe a spark of anger.

But nothing more, and nothing else.

Hm.

Well. I suppose I can't say that truthfully.

I guess there is him.

My name is Chara. I'm a sophomore in high school, I live in New Home (humans suck at naming), and I have a problem. Well, a lot of problems. Literally everything in my life is a problem.

I have no parents. I have no friends. I only have him. And if he knew about me, about what I think could happen, I wouldn't have him, either.

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New Home lies beside Mount Ebott, a mountain rumored to lead to another world, one of monsters and magic. 

I've seen the hole.

I've had serious thoughts of jumping.

But not to "explore the Underground" or whatever they call it now.

I don't believe in magic.

The only monsters are humans themselves.

I just want it to end.

I hate humanity.

All of it.

Except-

Except for him.

He is different...

At least I hope...

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Gray.

I stare down at gray on red. Something brownish-green is next to the gray. The red makes everything look even more disgusting.

"Are you just gonna stare at your lunch?" You fucking freak!

I glare at Peyton until she laughs and walks away, telling her friends that the freak isnt even worth their time.

I know what they think about me.

I hear every word.

I glance back down at the gray. It can hardly be called food. Without a word, I get up from my table and dump my tray before walking out of the cafeteria, shouts of "Freak!" and "Psycho!" following me. I don't react. I never do. I just keep walking.

I don't look back either. I don't want to see him. I don't want to risk losing my hope that he's different. I don't want to look back and see he's one of the voices at my back. 

So I don't look. I walk on.

A/N What do you think so far? It's going to be much different from most of my other books. Do you guys like this change? Please let me know in the comments below!